christinajeanne's Blog: Free spirited Art

watched the movie “The lovely bones.” I read the book a long time ago. Itcaptured my heart then and it captured my heart watching the movie. AliceSebold is a great author who takes her experiences and uses them in her novels.The lovely bones reminded me of death. That death doesn’t necessarily have tobe a tragedy. In the material world people look at death as being the finale.You leave your loved ones behind and everyone grieves. I thought this way for along time as well. I lost my godfather and it was heart wrenching for me. Inever went to the funeral I felt like he said goodbye to me in his own way. Iam not sure I really did say goodbye. For a long time and even at this momentit is so hard for me to let it go. I don’t want to say goodbye. Now I’verealized death is not goodbye it is really just a new beginning for the person.They are no longer in a body so they can do anything they want to do. They canlive out there own heaven they are in a better place and still living it’s justa different kind of life. This gives me comfort.

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Sex and the City 2
saw this movie and despite the mixed reviews I really did enjoy it. I loved thefashion and it really reminded me of who I wanted to be and what I wanted to dowith my life. I always loved writing and actually that is one of the reasons Iwatched the show because Carrie was a writer. It reminded me about my passionfor writing. I had never forgotten I just started pursuing other things. Notthat there is anything wrong with that at all actually. It reminded me myspirituality and writing are very important to me and I realize I want to usethose two things and have a career out of them because I would rather dosomething that was important to me and meant something to me. I also stillsometimes consider being a lawyer and counselor. Those are other dreams and Ihaven’t put them on the back burner. For me those areas might reach morepeople. But, anyone I help in anyway is what I really want to be doing. I feellike these are all God thoughts that I had or angel thoughts. Only time willtell. But, no matter what I will preserve