Today I have a Counselor coming by to sit and talk to me about my childhood.Ive really been working on opening up so that i can forgive, and let things go So that i may move on with my life. But now i think i'm starting to back out ! And just when things seem to be heading in the right direction. While I was sitting down typing this I just realized that this journey is going to be longer than i expected. Now i'm getting really nervous and I want to call it off, but i've already come to far. So now i just have to ride it out and see what happens.