I woke up this morning and packed my bags. I wanted to run away from everything that was coming my way. I felt so broken and a little bit hopeless. I felt like going to Tennessee. I could see all the pretty country singers and take my guitar. I could strum the strings and maybe things wouldn’t seem to be all that bad.
I’m going to go to Tennessee I’m going to find my way back home. I’m going to see just where I belong.
I’m going to find myself when it’s all said and done. I’m tired of caring what people think. I’m going to make a name for myself I’m going to find something more then this.
My life is an open book. I’m going to run away from here. I’m going to find my way. I’m going to find myself. I am sick of caring what people think. I’m too old for this. But, I’m too young to just give in and give up. That’s not the girl that I am anymore. I realize I can finally hold my own. I’m stronger then I once thought I was.
I’m going to pack my bags and go to Tennessee. I want to see the world. I want to find myself. I want to just be me and not care what anyone else seems to think. That is just not me and I’m sick of being something I’m not.
She's a secretary for an angry man she hides herself in the closet and cries she tries so hard to please but no matter what she does she can't seem to get anything right she's not perfect she'll never be good enough
She chases broken dreams and lives a comatose life filling her days with whatever she can just trying to survive she finds whatever she can to fill the void she chases broken dreams and she lives a comatose life just trying to get by
I'm not perfect I'll never be quite good enough I chase broken dreams and live a comatose life just trying to fill the void
I need to let my soul shine I need to be free I need to be me need to say goodbye to my old self I need to hold my head up high I need a brand new day I need you by my side I need to let my soul shine through I want to be me I am going to shine I am going to let my soul shine through I am going to follow my heart and reach my dreams
Sometimes I feel like such an outsider
I’m just the girl sitting in the corner waiting for someone to come along to love me hold me and save me
This is my confession of a broken heart
I lost myself many years ago and piece by piece I put myself back together
When the rain falls I wait patiently for the rainbow to appear
Forgive me if I’m not perfect if I can’t always see the good
I can’t pretend to be something I’m not just to save your sanity
I’ve had my confessions of a broken heart I am just trying to be real
I’m sorry if you don’t like it but I’m done with putting you first
I’m sick of caring what people think
I’m putting myself first
I’ve hid under your rule for far too long
It’s time to take my life back
It’s time to put myself first I’m so tired of always listening to you
You don’t want what’s best for me you are just trying to control me
Don’t tell me someone else knows what’s best for me
Don’t tell me to hide behind a fake smile and pretend like I’m all right
I’m taking my life back
If you don’t like it then just walk away and don’t listen to what I’ve got to say because I’m only going to speak the truth if you don’t like it then just walk away because I don’t really care anymore I have to put myself first this time around
(c) June 22, 2010 Christina Jeanne/ Lucky Music/ The omen songs/shine music
Here I am chasing my dreams but they don’t seem quite so far away
Here I am no longer broken just being me it’s finally free
Here I am if I cry it’s okay if I smile it’s okay why pretend when it’s all said and done
Here I am living the dream
Here I am making it just fine
Here I am standing on my own two feet
Here I am no need to say much more as long as I’ve got me and my God
Here I am once shattered now I’ve come back to life
Here I am no longer broken finally free
Here I am living my dreams
Here I am standing on my own feet
Here I am me and my God
Here I am once shattered now putting the pieces back together again
(c) July 6, 2010 Christina Jeanne/Shine Music
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