christinajeanne's Blog: blogging

How many sites are you on? I ask this question really out of curiosity. Because I am on tons of sites and really have to cut down because I feel like going to all of them doesn't really help me much. It just takes tons of time to update and then I get frustrated and don't want to work on anything anymore.
For social networks I really like facebook and twitter. I used to go on myspace all the time but then it almost ruined my relationship and besides that not many people I know are on it anymore. I feel like facebook and twitter are more interactive and you can keep up with people better and respond easier. I also like the "like" feature and that you can share what others have posted. The same with twitter. If you want to friend me or follow me you can find me here
www.facebook.com/christinajeanne22
www.twitter.com/christinajeanne

I have had tons of blogs. But, like I said before I just can't maintain them all and keep my sanity and keep everything straight. I am very fond of Xanga my only problem is I wish I had more responses. I am not looking to be a top blogger or anything like that I just want to know people like my posts and that they are getting read. I haven't had many hits of late. It is a bit disappointing to me. I also would like support if possible.
I enjoy bracveheart women because it's women talking to women and it's also inspiring women a positive community.
I am also on dailystength because of the support on it. Which at times I really do feel like I need.
I think I will keep those ones but I am debating about it as well.

I just got back from the hospital. It was a very hard day for me. I was taking care of my grandma and it basically all went down hill. Her stitches came out her wound opened up. I was scared as I'm sure anyone would be in this situation. I called the home health nurse who luckily came by and checked on her. The wound was opened up and badly infected. So we ended up calling an ambulance to take her to the hospital. She waited for the doctor who finally got there and said she would try to find a surgeon who could look at it. Then none of the surgeons wanted to look at it since someone else had performed the surgery. What kind of crap is that? Then they wanted to transfer her to another hospital which they are going to tomorrow to where she had the surgery. It was a long day and I'm really tired but in a way I'm glad my grandma is in the hospital because now she can get the proper care that she needs. Me and my mom tried out best but we are not medical professionals.

I still haven't heard from my boyfriend. He never came over today or called but in a way I'm relived since all this other crazy stuff happened it really was for the best. I want to call him and tell him what happened to my grandma because this is important not me just being needy but needing support from the person that I love. Do you think I should call or e-mail him? or wait till he wants to talk to me?

I have tons to do and don't feel like doing anything. Yesterday with my grandma really wiped me out. They are going to be transferring her to another hospital tonight. It is probably for the best and she is going to get a second opinion when she get's there since we are not happy with the surgeon she had. I did talk to my boyfriend. I broke down and called him but figured it was important to tell him what was going on even if I just left a message. But, he did answer and we talked for a while. I knew he was just really busy and so have I. I guess once in a while it's okay to break my no phone call rule with calling him as long as it is for a good reason and I'm not just trying to track him down. I feel like this is a test and I'm passing. I'm trying not to get sucked into the drama. I know he can be flaky at times so if he doesn't call or come over I'm trying to just let it pass. Trying to just detach from the situation and keep myself busy. So far it is really helping.

I also joined Summer Extravaganza on Braveheart women all about positive thinking. I'm looking forward to it.

I am using my myspace again for the most part. It is good for some things I just wish there where more people I actually knew. So if you want to add me www.myspace.com/christinafailla

Just let me know where you are from or I might not accept it