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This Is True Freedom!

Posted Apr 21, 2010 10:00 PM
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I’m here… waiting for you… my I n s p i r a t i o n … listening now… to my Self… I know it seems I’ve been distracted severely… must seem intentional to you… like I’ve wanted to cut my Self off from knowing you… like I purposefully ignored my most precious gift…
my P a s s i o n … my reason for being… why I choose to live at all.

You see… there is a reason… there is always a reason…
a meaning if we search… if we truly want to know.

I’ve been allowing my Self to be… for the first time ever… just to be with
nothing to do… nothing to hear… nothing to see… nothing to feel… no thing expected…
just to be… with me.

What happened is this… a M i r a c u l o u s G i f t … a wise women guided me into a space I’ve resisted and feared for years… a place where I disappeared into an illusion of complete and utter uselessness not mattering at all with no worthiness to even exist. Facing and accepting and staring straight into the void of darkness and despair acknowledging all unworthiness as true… all it could do was dissolve and come unglued… the so-called power and hold it had on me for years… gone…. vanished… or yet… transformed into the
TRUTH of Who I Am… P o w e r f u l, U n l i m i t e d and F r e e .

For whenever you shine Light* on the darkness… there can be only LIGHT*

I use to be a child ridden by guilt, taunted by worry, controlled by fear, persuaded by doubt and driven by anxiety and the need to feel good enough and the unquenchable desire to be happy joyous and free.

And now… guilt has left me… I don’t remember its guise… I now only know innocence and purity. And to think of how worry harshly teased me through the years… it’s a faded memory now… no scars left nor tears. And sorry fear… you have no command over me… I renounce your so-called authority… I am master now. And to think I was so inclined to believe in doubt and to be slave to anxiety always summoning for more and accusing of less than… whatever.

The game is over… the veil has lifted… and my Vision is Clear. I Am Happy Joyous & Free. I am me. I am in Love with Life. Everything is B E A U T I F U L . All is Vibrant and New and Alive like my eyes are seeing for the first time…. A M a g n i f i c e n t Wondrous Discovery of BEAUTY and LOVE…. THIS IS LIFE ! ! !

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So you can perhaps understand where I’ve been and why I’ve allowed this time to acquaint my Self to this Way of BEING… of not needing to do anything in order to feel happy joyous and free. Yet Feeling Inspired to move by simply B e i n g Who I Am… Happy Joyous and Free.

This Is True FREEDOM!

I am here… with me… Loving and Listening to my Self… so Grateful for my Passion… my Gifts… my Reason for Being…

I CHOOSE TO LIVE… I choose to L i v e A l i v e !


L o v e A n d F r e e d o m P l u s E x p r e s s i o n E q u a l LIVING ALIVE!
LOVE Who YOU Are... LOVE Everything You Do... And Always... in all ways...
give your SELF the Freedom to Express Your Gifts and BE WHO YOU ARE!!!


You Are AMAZING :-x


lots&lots&lots of LOVE to You*
~Amy

LIVE ALIVE! Community

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Amy,

Thanks for sharing an amazing and inspiring truth,
"Facing and accepting and staring straight into the void of darkness and despair acknowledging all unworthiness as true… all it could do was dissolve and come unglued… the so-called power and hold it had on me for years… gone…. vanished… or yet… transformed into the
TRUTH of Who I Am… P o w e r f u l, U n l i m i t e d and F r e e ."

Truly when we face our deepest fears the light shines on and says:

"this is the truth, release the illusion of the story of who you think you are and relax into being the essence that never changes...

I am reminded that facing what is here for me presently is just what is wanting to be let go of, I needed that today.

So, Thank you :-x

Much appreciation and with blessings,
Melissa
Dearest Amy,
You are so Inspirational. You have been in my
mind and heart. Praying for your safe return.....
Doing nothing at all looks as if you found yourself.

Just Joy
Beautiful Light
Beautiful Memory's
Beautiful Amy, bringing such Beauty to us all~


Namaste*
~Lisa Bull
Aloha Dear Amy,
I am so happy for you. I read your post and my spirit soared. I completely resonate with your words, your energy and the truth......for whenever you shine the Light on the darkness....there can only be Light.
This is my passion to shine the light of clarity on the darkness. Thank you for this beautiful post.
Here's to clarity, Radha
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Dear Amy,

Thank you for sharing something so eloquent. I felt as though you were looking into my own heart.
Taking time to step back and find the strength to move forward can be so valuable. You are inspiring.

Sincerely,
Julie
Dearest Amy,

This IS truly Beautiful... And, F-E-E-L-S soooooo Amazingly F-R-E-E!!! :^O

Amy, I Loved what you shared...

"The game is over… the veil has lifted… and my Vision is Clear. I Am Happy Joyous & Free. I am me. I am in Love with Life. Everything is B E A U T I F U L . All is Vibrant and New and Alive like my eyes are seeing for the first time…. A M a g n i f i c e n t Wondrous Discovery of BEAUTY and LOVE…. THIS IS LIFE ! ! ! "

Amy, continue Being Who YOU Truly Are... Happy, Joyous and Free... :-x

I Love YOU... I See YOU...

From my Heart to Yours,
Bell Rushing

Gentle Warrior Community
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Dearest Amy - It is wonderful to see you again :-D

I love your post - By being you - it gives us each permission to be ourselves! How inspiring!!

My own experience lately has been one of purposeful confusion, and discovering the need to befriend this confusion, in order to birth the next level of clarity I deeply desire.

Looking forward to connecting soon!

Love to you, Lynette

Ritual Divas Community
There is a poet Amy, Anaya, who calls what you share with us as "drifting." He says we all need that time to do nothing and drift so that we can reflect on our lives.
THANK YOU SO MUCH AMY!

Your words were perfect in that many of us must feel that exact same way now or at different times in our lives and taking time out for yourself only to come back stronger than before, knowing and learning more about who and what you are is AwEsOmE! You're truly an inspiring person and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing your thoughts. It helps me a lot with my own thoughts and I imagine others feel the same as well...

Have a Blessed day and weekend!

Sincerely, Sherri
A heartfelt "Thank You", Amy.
May we all be as "free to be me" as thee.
Love, Magi C
Dear Amy,

Thank You!!!
Dear Amy,

I would like to say thank you from the bottom of my heart for showing all of us how to live happy and free and not let worry, fear and anxiety control our lives. Listening to your powerful words and videos has taught me to not be afraid to do the things that are true to me and that makes me happy. From now on I will do the things that brings me purpose, passion, happiness, and fulfillment. You have helped me in more ways that you could imagine. Again Thank You So Much.

Much Love, Tawana
Hey Sweetie,

You know how much I love and adore you!

Thank you for sharing from your heart so openly with all of us. You are a gift to this community and not only do you embody true freedom for yourself....you shine in a way that inspires me and others to have the courage to do the same...seek peace and freedom....and then to share it.

Love:-x

Debra
The Honor Your TruthCommunity
Dear Amy,

So beautiful to see you 'living alive' and sharing your inspiration and love with your BraveHeart Sisters!

It's so empowering when we choose to 'get out of our own way' and stop listening to the mind chatter....we can move forward and become the amazing BraveHeart Woman we were born to be...:-x

In Gratitude for YOU and your inspiration....:-x
Linda Kay Holden
New Beginnings Community
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