Confessions of a broken heart

Sometimes I feel like such an outsider I’m just the girl sitting in the corner waiting for someone to come along to love me hold me and save me This is my confession of a broken heart I lost myself many years ago and piece by piece I put myself back together When the rain falls I wait patiently for the rainbow to appear Forgive me if I’m not perfect if I can’t always see the good I can’t pretend to be something I’m not just to save your sanity I’ve had my confessions of a broken heart I am just trying to be real I’m sorry if you don’t like it but I’m done with putting you first I’m sick of caring what people think I’m putting myself first I’ve hid under your rule for far too long It’s time to take my life back It’s time to put myself first I’m so tired of always listening to you You don’t want what’s best for me you are just trying to control me Don’t tell me someone else knows what’s best for me Don’t tell me to hide behind a fake smile and pretend like I’m all right I’m taking my life back If you don’t like it then just walk away and don’t listen to what I’ve got to say because I’m only going to speak the truth if you don’t like it then just walk away because I don’t really care anymore I have to put myself first this time around (c) June 22, 2010 Christina Jeanne/ Lucky Music/ The omen songs/shine music