Eclipse

So last night me and my fiance picked our wedding date. I told him I really wanted him to pick it. He picked October and I picked the 19th because it's my godfathers birthday who passed away. I was so excited and still am very much looking forward to it. But, it is also very bitter sweet for me which I wish it wasn't. Because I told my mom and she was supportive but said she just wanted to make sure I waited long enough so that I didn't have any doubts. I understand her protecting me and my mom is also my best friend. I understand her caution just like I think his family has caution. Our relationship has not always been very good and three years ago I thought it was completely done I was heartbroken and devastated. So yes I can see why my mom would worry. But, there are other members in my family who don't support the relationship at all. They just don't like him and don't want me to be with him yet they never really give me a reason why they think this. I find it sad a bit and I wish they would be more supportive. Sometimes I feel like it is just another tactic to try to control my life.