I wanted to take this time to say hello to all my fellowbravehearts. I have not been on the site lately, been pretty business trying desperately to bring my business out of the red in this crazy economy, ... but that's actually for another story. I just heard that Michael Jackson's death was ruled a homicide. I am not shocked by it because my first question when this all started to unfold, was, "why on earth would a doctor prescribe anesthesia as a treatment for insomnia, And while, I'm sure there is a code of ethics that a doctor must adhere to, there is also the issue of celebs and powerful people putting pressure on doctors to give them what they want, especially those with private physicians. But at some point shouldn't a doctor take into consideration a persons state of being. If you ask me (... and no one did. however) I think the pressure of such a huge come back was more than Micheal could handle. We've all felt the "suppose I fail" syndrom, and yes, just because someone has been on top most of their life doesn't mean they do not have the same insecurities as the rest of us. Especially after such a long hiatus, coupled with the scandals that plagued him, it would make anyone a bit nervous. Additionally, when you look at the footage of his last interview about the "This Is It" concert, he says ... "alright you guys, this is it, this is my last curtain call" ... Okay, maybe I'm being a bit dramatic, but it does make you think. Remember, on one of Micheals jackets he had written the year 1998 as being the year he predicted himself to die. You never know, maybe he just wanted to check himself out. Also, what could have been the doctors motive. It was found that he was in financial troubles. Would Micheal dying helped him?