Dreams..........

Lately I have been having a lot of dreams that are all positive and almost as if I see myself in my future. I can visualize the house that I am in.....I see my children around me.....I work from home which I haven't seen so clear as to what I do but I am home for my kids.

My kids seem really happy (there is a lot of stress in my home now) I want to be positive I want my children proud of me. I keep getting stuck. I start out completely positive and then some where I just get lost and distracted. I used to have friends that I would hang out with and now I don't really have any. This saddens me because I feel that if you have the strong positive friendships surrounding you you do soooo much better.

I am not sad or bitter as to where I am at right now I am using it as a learning tool to be better. I will not shed a tear but I will strive to do better.

I would love to be an author or run my business (Avon) so I am a huge success....I just need to get over my fear and strive for more. I need to stop letting people intimidate me in believing that this is all there is.....there is more I know it.....I am dreaming about it.....