Write!!!

"Writing is a form of personal freedom......writers will write not to be outlaw heros....but mainly to save themselves, to survive as indidivuals...." Don Delillo

I feel this powerful need to write....but don't know what. I need to pen something....but can't...the words are caught inside...somewhere...stuck...trapped... .

Writing for me is like breathing....a way to express feelings that I can't speak....a way to connect with myself...to connect with what's going on. I feel an angst....a push...a pull....a lump sitting inside....wanting to be released...but for some reason....can't....

I need to run...push my body to it's limit....feel that tension surging in my body instead of in my soul.....I'll write..and keep writing until it's free...until I'm free.....

Sometimes m feelings are so strong...so intense....and overwhelming....and I can't express them...or get them out. In the past...I turned on myself...but now...I know....I can write...I can run....It's like Maya Angelou says, 'when you know better, you do better."