The Universe has a way of shoving me if I don't pay attention to a slight nudge. Ever happen to you?
I'm still reeling from the experience on my Delta Skymiles call. If you didn't read that, this will make more sense if you start with the posts preceding this one: In the Flow UH-OH Goodbye Los Angeles
Staying in the moment during huge shifts in vibrational resonance is a challenge. My mind wants to grab the information, mold it into some kind of logic and proceed from there.
My heart knows this is a trap, a trap the mind uses to feel comfortable and a little bit in control of things.
So, I've resisted interpreting the information and patterns of the past two days. I recognize, without interpretation, that this situation has arisen out a previous week of massive shifts in my own consciousness.
My mind could grab hold of the goodbye Los Angeles message to say, oh, well, that clearly means I should not go to Rise.
My logic of past history might interpret that to mean, I did feel regret when I left Los Angeles the last time and perhaps this is an opportunity to heal feelings about that and see Los Angeles anew. Clearly, this means I should go to Rise.
None of those answers are heart answers for the heart knows there really is no "should". Any time I feel a should under something, I know I haven't reached the heart of it for myself.
So I quiet my monkey mind -- the part that responds to statements like ....
There are only so many spots left for the energetic healing facilitators ....
Fear of loss, feelings of limitation and urgency ... letting them dance and subside. A heart response or no response is best now.