Being Present..Moving Forward With The Awareness There IS only NOW

All we have is this moment there is no past there is no future..there is only now..there are moments that we have had that have past and if we are fortunate we will have future moments..but all we really ever have is now..so staying present and aware in each moment together with the beautifully kind energy of others- through words and gestures, that is getting me through and has gotten me through these damn ebbs. I have a choice in every moment- either lay down and give up or keep moving- and it doesn't matter what I chose to the incident itself because it is still happening- acceptance..What does matter is how I feel as it is happening so I chose to put one foot in front of the other and keep trying, keep putting something positive out into the universe- whether that be an idea,"everything began with just an idea" or a positive thought..so the story board in my mind is one of freedom- to be happy, to eat nutritious super foods, to love, to see my family when I want, the store I have always wanted to open, the resources I need to see my son gets to school in New York even if that is just being a role model for never giving up on your dreams and on yourself..I think he has seen that in me because I see him staying true to himself and following his passion in every moment..that makes me happy..So in this moment I am happy, I am present and I am aware..
To all you lovely, fabulous ladies who have sent good intentions, gestures of good faith and love..I send you much love and gratitude from the depths of my soul.