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Posted Jan 2, 2010 09:11 AM
I haven't written a blog in awhile and I haven't been on this site in awhile either. I have been working in my new job since September and I have just been trying to figure out how to make everything work with the house, kids, job etc....a lot of things have seem to come up as road blocks and I know many people would say that they are lessons that I need to learn....I just wish I knew what they were or to be honest I might already know what they are but I am scared to face them....

One of the things is that I am not sure if the job that I am in is really the right fit for me. Its a job and that's all that it really feels like to me right now.

My kids I have been watching the past couple of days and I feel like they need me so much more than what I'm available for them....I spend more time doing everything else...dinner laundry cleaning that I am not really enjoying my kids at all....they know I Love Them but they really need to know that I am completely there for them....

My New Years 2010 Resolution......

I need to find a job that's my passion and purpose.....

I need to be with my kids more and have fun.....not just worry whether their room is clean....

I need to stop beating myself up over my marriage and if it is truly over I need to let it go...I can't do more that I have already done

I need to truly be good to myself this year and not forget that MY needs are important to make everything work

I need to find MYSELF
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Hi Christina

First of all it is great to have you back! Taking time to write what you feel is also very Healing. You can put things in perspective when you lay them out in front of you.

My next idea is that you take some time and read "The law of attraction" by Jerry and Esther Hicks and watch or listen to "the secret". These will assist you in finding some clarity in your life. Of course anything that you can read and use from Ellie Drake is extremely beneficial.

You may want to remove the word "need" from your "evolution" list and replace it with more powerful words like "desire" "choose" or "trust". These are words with a more positive influence. The universe has a miraculous way of responding to our thoughts.

I trust that all will work out the way you desire it to be and that your life will be blessed. You are a beautiful and amazing person. As Barb suggested, go visit Amy's site and also go visit Deb's "Honor Your Truth". They both have a lot of great information.

To your success my friend
Rebecca Hofeldt
Horse Lovers - Free Spirit
Dear Christina,

Thank you for sharing ... :-x ...

YOU are already found ... Just let it flow ... Release all the "shoulds" that seem to populate your dialog with yourself ...

Do the best you can NOW ... Live in the moment and do the best that you can NOW with what you have and always keep your options open ...

Don't relive the past or dwell on "what could have been" ... It simply IS ... Accept it and move on ... IF it is meant to be different ... it will be different ... "Beating yourself up" will change nothing! ... YOU are YOU and you need to accept who it is you are ... just as you are ... You are "perfect" just as you are ... IF you accept that and move on ... greeting EVERY DAY with an open mind and an open heart ... ALL will be revealed to you ... IF you live honestly accepting HIS Grace ... It WILL all manifest as it should ...

YOU are a good mother ... YOU care ... that is clear! ... So, don't try to be "Super Mom" ... NONE of us are that ... Just seek to be the very best Mom you can be and it WILL be enough ... Kids are more resilient and more capable than we give them credit for ... THEY will often show you the way ... ;) ...

Take it from one who has lived all the "fears" you have expressed ... I look at my son today and I know I have succeeded beyond my wildest dreams and I do know that he was "perfect" from the beginning and all I needed to do was the best that I could given the circumstances of our lives at the time we were living through it all ...

So, be brave... dear BraveHeart Woman ... be brave and move forward with TRUST in the Universe ... For IF you truly accept that notion that God IS GOOD ... YOU have nothing to worry about ... HE IS! ... :-x ...

With love and gratitude for your sharing ... take heart, my dear BHW sister ... ALL will be just fine! ... YOU already have everything you need ... just LIVE ALIVE! as Amy Huentelman reminds us to do ... :) ...

Happy New Year! ... Have a wonder-filled day! ...:-x ...

Aloha pume hana,

Barb

P.S. Amy lives in NY, too ... ;) ...
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