Today is my new day.....new purpose...my passion

Today I woke up with this overwhelming feeling that today is my new start...my goal is to wholeheartedly find my passion and purpose. I have been dragging my feet a lot....I need this for me and my kids.....

I have a lot of changes coming my way some big some small....my life is about to go into complete upheaval and I need to find the ground to stand on for my children.....

So last night all these different scenarios kept playing out in my head...for a long time I have lost the powerful part of me I used to do what I wanted to do and if I truly felt passionately enough you couldn't change my mind now I have lost that and I am ready to regain my power within....I have allowed too many people to tell me what I should or should not do what I can achieve and what I can't instead of listening to myself....now I am ready to take over my life again....I am ready to give my children the person that I truly am which is a loving, sociable, powerful and passionate woman...why I let other people dictate to me as who I should be rather that who I really am I don't know....I am tired of feeling guilty about choices that I made that deep down were the choices right for me at the time....I am just tired of trying to be what everyone else wants me to be I am me and I love ME and now I want to love my life.....