A wasted Day or Not.....

Ok so now that I have decided to declare what I am going to be doing.... guess what...that's right I froze today...not in the sense that I couldn't do anything just in the sense of why can I figure out what to do to help out everyone around me but I can't seem to move forward for myself..the answer is FEAR...

Some of you know that I wrote my first blog yesterday and I want to thank you for your comments...I read them and re read them...they were wonderful...someone said to me that it was a great time for me to declare something for myself since Independence Day was coming up...and you know what....THANK YOU.....I didn't even connect the two...so obviously I really need to work on this ....hey at 10:00 pm at night I feel like I can move the world and really shake up myself but to be honest at 7:00am with the kids the husband the dog...etc guess what I get lost again until.... you guessed it 10:00pm when there is just silence and myself to think....so whoever said I need to clear my mind once a day...Thank YOU that is exactly what I need to do and I need to do it in the morning when I am raring to go...

Hopefully, I will figure this all out I don't want to complain anymore or watch the world pass me by...I think its mostly because I turned the BIG 4 0 in February and realized I need some more Chapters for my Internal Book that I can be proud of I already have my kids chapters now I need some for ME that doesn't date back to highschool or college....

So Thank you ladies you helped with your input and comments cause now there is no turning back....

Happy 4th of July everyone...........