It's so much easier to stay in the flow once you are creating momentum, as opposed to digressing to old habits--and in my case "taking a break". I almost started fighting the momentum I am creating and realized it mid-process. I caught myself, thankfully, and choose to ride with it! It's amazing the opportunities that are coming up, and even more wonderful that I am finally putting myself in a position to be ready to accept and meet those opportunities instead of running from them.
I will no longer fight my own abilities, my own potential, my own greatness. So many people and situations are nudging me in the right direction. I actually said to my boyfriend a while back: "Babe, people seem to have so much more faith in me than I do myself. They think I can accomplish more than what I can!" He ever-so-sweetly said back: "No Cat. You CAN do it, you just need to believe in yourself again."
Well, that belief is strengthening. And I can. I can. I can.
And I am, I am, I am.