Hi sweetheart!!!! Thanks so much for your words of appreciation of me!!! I don't get that at home or from my family either. So much jealousy of how much I love others!!! It really hurts, but when I hear words to my heart from yours, it makes me feel like my love does make a difference. I get in trouble with for being so loving and giving! Why is it ok for Jesus and not us! MY joy comes from giving without the expectation of returns! I live to see a lonely, thrown away individual's eyes brighten up with joy and the want to live and the knowledge that they are really loved and appreciated by me! I see it spread a lot. Once they see how I made them happy, they start reaching out to strangers too with a "Hi! How are you today? Are you having a good day? I hope so!" I get the look of shock that somebody cares all the time, they usually say "thank you so much!"