Soulful Wisdom: insight

Today's bits are...

FEELINGS ~ TRUST ~ DISCERNMENT
~when it comes to making choices, still your thoughts, get involved with your FEELINGS,
for as you TRUST their ability to be your DISCERNMENT gauge...
you will expand your awareness which in turn raises your absolute vibrational integrity~

in service
to the
All I AM

photo image: warm hues surrounding a dark day's setting sun

MISC MUMBLE: How is it I see Jesus... as a brother not a Brother?

There is a certain commonality
among all souls...
it's about life minus personality
and loving roles...

EGO PERSONALITY = DENIAL'S RACE
DENIAL'S RACE = FALL FROM GRACE

Let us wisely
then:
Consider being...
that spirit having a human experience
vs
that human having a spiritual experience
because...
the difference is a vast void where truth's lost
and
the soul loses vibrational position, a big cost

ALLOW THE SOUL TO SOAR
BY ITS VIBRATIONAL SCORE...
AS
WINNING POINTS ARE WON
WHERE WITHIN LIES A SUN

From my view...
my brother Jesus
was the ultimate example
of how each of us can humbly achieve...
our soul's redemption
if only each of us would simply believe...

BELIEVE TO ACHIEVE

There comes a unique moment in time
a point-of-no-return in life's rhythm-n-rhyme
where the human being surrenders their all
to fulfill a soul's mission
by a choiced permission
and redeemed is their soul from further fall
as vibrating integrity built by hearted choice
begins the stairway ascent in fullest rejoice

WHAT IS TIME BUT A MEASURE FOR DENIAL
WHAT IS DENIAL BUT A MEASURE FOR EGO

Some part of me says, "Better not share this post it may hit a few brick walls or bounce you off the site." But there's this other part of me that 'knows' I am to allow this to unfold in THIS moment for reasons yet known to me. The urge or compulsion from deep within is NOT to be denied, but honored for the purpose being served by it's emergence.

As I sit here having a bowl of hot thick-cut oatmeal with blueberries from the plants in my front garden area, I can't help but see how blessed I am. For some though they'd look at my life and exclaim, "Boy I wouldn't do it that way or how does she do it that way?" At times it's a challenge living on a limited income but many folks are doing it that way now. Most moments I am deeply and humbly lovin' it!

I don't heat my home at night, no need since I'm slumbering away under very warm blankets. Having bare hardwood floors adds to the cold creeping in as does not having any curtains or drapes hanging. My choice! Thankfully our summers still remain on the mild side while the growing season is shorter than some.

Just like my big indoor houseplants and the plants outdoors, I MUST have light to feel alive. And I must be the Light to live the life that truly counts, that of a spiritual being having a human experience. I've always been a tad unconventional, the puzzle piece that didn't ever quite fit a space, the loose screw, that loose goose indeed. I love geese but as a child you always knew when you were nearing a goose nest, boy howdie!

Unlike many other homes, my walls are all white, a nice contrast to the lowest grade of oak tongue n groove hardwood comprising my floors; except in bathrooms. Such a pretty wood, especially this lower grade as you get to enjoy all the knots, grains and colors. I think it's the unpredictability of it I like. And on the mornings the sun shines into my house from it's rise in the east, I'll have various rainbows flitting about on those white walls. Sunny afternoons have similar rainbows cast into the living room from the crystals hanging out on the front porch. Thankfully my house faces a southerly direction and I get maximum sun when it's out.

My porch is like another room, an extension or expression of me. It was a labor of love bringing it to it's current efficient use of space and purpose. It's adorned by many 'found' treasures, countless hearts, cats and butterflies are the porche's 'wall paper'. Many wintry moments have been spent out there soaking in sun's glorious rays of nourishment. Many times during a lightning storm I'll go out there to suck up some negative ions from that electrified sweet air the preceeds the storm front. I also envision, now that I'm writing again, many 'ahaa' moments will unfold out there as I allow writing to nourish me again. It feeds me. It excites me on a cellular level, it opens my heart wider, expands my vibrational integrity and spiritually educates me, all at the same time.

But I'd best get on subject... loose thoughts can take me off course and into a rambling mumble, which can be a good thing, just not the intended one here. So let's get back to the subject of my brother Jesus...

I must be totally truthful in regards to the belief system I have in place. I have not, as yet, read the Bible. I once tried but for me getting past all the thee's, thou's, thy's and old grammar, was an definite attention span breaker. Especially since my NDE, I have become and proudly so, a 'bottom line' kind of person I guess. Life's too short to sweat the 'petty details' and everything is a petty detail but look around to see how few see it so.

I've always felt 'connected' to earth, perhaps because as a farmer's kid you walk barefoot in dirt all the time, or because I would climb trees, hugging them all the while. My known spiritual connection happened much much later. Since much of my childhood is still a blank for me, I can't explore how connected I might have been in other ways. I trust than when I'm readied, memories will flood over me and yet more healings take place. This I welcome and for to heal is to be evermore real.

I was not involved with religious dogma ever, however I have many fond memories of attending summer vacation Bible school sessions with the neighbor boy during my younger years. Being a tomboy, he and I were best buddies and together we created many happy memories(many uniques ones for a later post).I remember all the folks involved in those summer VBS sessions to be kind, gentle, caring, not ever demanding, preachy or judgmental of me. And still to this day, while happily attending a friend in a flower garden, I'll catch myself humming 'Jesus loves me this I know, for the Bible tells me so'....

Mom had my three children baptized in her church and bought each of them and myself a Living Bible, which I might say I still possess. Although she didn't attend services on a regular basis, her beliefs were strong and always in place. When Mom was very ill she often spoke of Jesus being in the room with her, how He would sit on the end of her bed to comfort her and bring her to be filled with peace. I hope my Mom is there for me when I return to my Home on High. She was such a good mother and as I've said in another post, the saving grace for me and my childhood. Although some part of her had to know of the misguided affection of a father toward his daughter.

My first real experience with my brother Jesus came several years after my spiritual reawakening in late 1987. It happended while living with my folks following my mysterious physical attack in late 1990. As I was writing one day, stuff was freely pouring out of me as it does most times, and the name Salandra come through the keyboard. "What's this all about?" I asked myself. Hmmmmm, well it just sort of stayed in the back of my mind for a couple years until I started writing alot and self-publishing certain portions of those writings. I thought why not use that name, but I dropped the R and it became Salanda, pronounced sa-lawn-dah. I changed my given name of Cheryl to Salanda when moving to the coast almost 20 years ago now. I believe in another post I've shared that story about the significance behind my urge to remove the 'R' from Salanda. One of my bigger 'ahaa' moments for sure!

From the very beginning it 'felt' really really right to me, the name Salanda that is. In fact now, when I have to sign Cheryl which isn't very often anymore, the pen drags on and even sort of rips the paper, really I am not kidding. Vibrationally Salanda fits me. Of course the family continued calling me Cheryl, which was and still is perfectly fine. But folks here on the coast don't know of that name so to them I am Salanda. One day while with the folks and in healing mode, I was sitting outside on the lawn under a tree, letting my mind drift off. Suddenly a thought flitted through my mind that the name Salanda was too close to a name some people associated with Jesus in those days, that of Sananda. I thought to myself, "I can't use a name that's so close to one given to Jesus, afterall I'm just an Oregon farmer's kid.

Well later that evening while lying in bed drifting off again before falling asleep, I did alot of drifting during those recuperative days, I began sensing a certain energy in the room. Strong but gentle, insistent by loving it felt to be This loving and peaceful feeling quickly overwhelmed and enveloped me. I sat up in bed and sort of turned my legs out over the edge of the bed thinking I'd best get grounded somehow. Sitting there I could still feel a certain presence and just as I was about to get up, I felt a very warm, penetrating and invigorating sensation coming from the top of my right thigh.

It was as though a hand was resting there and I knew I was being visited by a very special friend. Soon a voice said to me, "Salanda, think of the 'L' in your new name as the love you are to share." And the soft voice quickly added, "I am your brother Sananda or Jesus to some, in the Light of Divine love, and you are my sister within that Light. I say to you, go well and go wisely dear heart!" Goose bumps immediately covered every inch of my body. I felt the hair on my head sort of lift and I might have been floating off the bed a little, was too overwhelmed by the moment to notice, but I felt as though I might be experiencing a 'lift off'.

Since those magnificent moments that late November evening, Jesus has always felt like a human brother on earth to me. Not like the exhalted ultimate example of the vibrationally ascended Brother Jesus. I resonate with this brother's essence very deeply, feel a true kinship with Jesus now. In fact if this brother were to return right now, stand next to me, he'd say to me, "Hey, how ya' doin'? Good to see you've brought your heart and soul to integrate, feels good doesn't it? Well, keep on keepin' on, and thanks for not putting me on a pedistal above you, as we are equal in the eyes of our Createor!"

So if I offend anyone here because of this post, let me apologize and I do so with all of my heart and right now in this moment. At the same time I wish you to know that I must do it this way or compromise who've I've allowed my Self to become. This 'becoming', my soul's journey Home has happened through much soul searching, a very deep trust in that which lies beyond human sight and being true to my Self. I truly mean no disrespect toward anyone here, nor is it my intention to demean any other's beliefs. Please believe me when I say this, as I am lovingly choosing each word in my apology.

Now there's more to this story, guess this is as good a time as any to share it. As it turns out, during my spiritual seekings, my revelational moments and my countless 'ahaa's'... I managed to piece together more of the real me, that eternal aspect of my Self... That of my Higher Self, my reason for being. I am knowing of at least one purpose I am to fulfill on a soulful level while on earth. It has to do with the undeniable truth that my heart and soul are one in the same.

As love and truth and life are all vibrational, so does my soul exist as a vibrational essence. Through much inner exploration, acceptance of new things and being open to feeling for what is right and true to me, I now know and fully believe that my soul's eternal vibration, put to human terms is...

Salanda ananda alaa napa a

Now I know I've just lost credability here, but doubt that I have much anyway, and that's fine. But for me this is my truth and I stand in it proudly and humbly, seeking ways to give back to life for the life I was given not once, but twice! I must not be done here yet? The Salanda Ananda portions of my soul's vibratory essence came through the computer. The other portions were earnt by me through inner inititions, for want of a better word or explanation, which I won't go into. I've forgotten most of the specifics and have since recycled all my old journals, Perhaps that information simply doesn't need to exist in the physical realm as I've fully accepted all of this as my truth.

I believe Salanda stands for someone who leads by silent example and is not afraid to take risks. I remember viewing an Oprah show a number of years back. On the show she had a black woman guest who's name was also Salanda. No, I didn't copy her as I had changed names by that time. So I know I'm not the only human being walking around with that name.

That said, I'm just doing my thing, one day at-a-time and 'in'joying every minute of a simple life. Hoping I live a long, healthy, productive, purposesful, happy and love-filled existence... in service to the All. Along the way perhaps I'll have assisted one other person toward the Light. I would feel really good about that!

And right now it feels as though my poetic voice will conclude the post with this...

THE VIBRATIONAL
ASCENSION

On earth there is much talk of the outer world
where love's deeds are lost, so easily whirled

Earth students aligning to ego's deceitful way
tossing hearted feelings every night and day

But not all are lost-some will live as the Light
as beacons of truth-living their lives as proof,
For they'll know of the glow that's ever Divine
their hearts and souls united forever to align

Wisely accept the example Jesus bestowed...
Brothers and sisters find the vibrational road!

Raise your vibrational score by deeds done
travel then Home, back into the Central Sun

I know this post is a tad extreme, that few here will care about it, even fewer will 'get it'. But I did it anyway. The urge from deep within I no longer can deny. For that I'm wiser than I know!

photo images: view out childhood bedroom windows, home abandoned now; a moment a ray of light breaks through dark gray coastal day

Today's bits are...

CHANGE ~ EMPOWERMENT ~ SUCCESS
~there come those moments in human time CHANGE is THE wisest, most absolute choice,
if it is your personal EMPOWERMENT you wish to expand...
for Divine SUCCESS of one's soulful redemption, or vibrational integrity, depends upon such~

in service
to the
All I AM

photo image: just enough dark cloud to let the 'bow' show

Today's bits are...

PERSPECTIVE ~ SURRENDER ~ WHOLLYNESS
~human PERSPECTIVE is oft' distorted, out-of-focus, a realm where souls easily get lost,
this calls for a SURRENDER of one's will to heart's higher choices...
and pursuit of harmonizing one's mind-body-soul for a true and rightful WHOLLYNESS~

in service
to the
All I AM


image: beach view perspective through construction site's pipe

Today's bits are...

DESIRE ~ HEART ~ PURPOSE
~it is not enough to need something, one is wise to wholeheartedly DESIRE something,
for where HEART is fully engaged in one's life...
a realized outcome shall be of deeper PURPOSE for that human being and life around them~

in service
to the
All I AM

photo image: sun rises only to be lost behind cloud bank

THE POWERFUL WAYS
of LOVE...

As we allow
uncondtional love
for our Selves and
all others, that power
takes righted
action...

smiles for all the miles
......accepts differences
...revels in higher choices
reconciles missing pieces
......discovers the greatness
...laughs contagiously
dances with enthusiasm
......lets go consistently
...whispers re-membrances
releases creative expression
......embeds evolving ecstasy
...rejoices in the new
relaxes one's whollyness
......expresses kindness
...manages a myriad of tasks
recovers quite quickly
......folds over its Self again, again
...deletes lower choices
winks enticingly
......opens mental framework
...giggles for no reason
believes anything is possible
......decorates by whim
...allows for the changes
celebrates smallest things
......forgives relentlessly
...dedicates brave outcomes
jumps with ups and downs
......gets silly and sillier
...surrenders negativity
captures rainbow's pot o' gold
......yearns to learn forevermore
...wins when all was lost
laughs alive an aha moment
......wishes for what's simple
...hums the happiest of tunes
gets the wisest wrinkles
......turns frown from down to up
...finds the bestest treasures
inspires by example
......allows childlike playfulness
...creates esteem steam
debunks illusioned reality
......approves of contentment
...frames family integrity
gathers gladness gladly
......incites memory making
...derails bad habits
claims badgeless victories
......joins shared duties
...takes nothin' for granted
mixes work with pleasure
......fights worthy battles
...maintains inner cleanliness
clears ego's fogged vision
......keeps civility's focus
...defies giving up w/o purpose
justifies what is real
......applauds successes
...gestures with compassion
builds relationships
......colors outside the lines
...defines giving by example
minimizes mishaps
......glorifies self-respect
...enables forgotten abilities
assembles quality moments
......zests life's vibrancy
...births ongoing momentum
yields to hearted desire
......rules by gentle demeanor
...quickens the real truth
defines character by deeds
......shares from caring mode
...delivers by passionate means
poses no threat
......unfolds soulful intelligence
...supports equality
kicks addicting tendencies
......honors responsibilities
...invites heartfelt beliefs
evolves from within
......volunteers human participants
...combines possibilities
ignites inner world flames
......manifests deliberately
...jetisons empty ploys
discerns truth from half-truths
......trusts what's heartcentered
...qualifies questions via searching
levels bumps in the journey
......widen's humility's view
...perpetuates bliss
envisions Angels on earth
......pierces misconceptions
...opens closed minds
follows Eternity's desires
......happens spontaneously
...keeps fresh humanity's will
grants equal opportunity
......negates dysfunction's pain
...embellishes weakness
surrenders to the Divine
......strengthens purpose
...x-rays hidden agendas
rekindles lost hope
......fuels searching hunger
...yields to truth that is eternal
imposes no demands
......offers the abundances
...thrives upon what is Divine

excerpted from: Woman2Woman
post from: 2/25/2011
photo: 'lazy heart' from a walk... sometimes love relaxes

Let's explore vibrational reality... the UPward endeavors and opposing DOWNwards. An endeavor is a choice ~ leading to action ~ leading to involvement. We can pursue an upward spiral, a downward spiral or sometimes lives involve both spirals of energetic vibration. These are those out of control moments.

Consider this...
Days have a BEGINNING - an END - a NEW BEGINNING
Lives have a BEGINNING - an END - a NEW BEGINNIING
~~~HEARTS have a SOUL - SOULS have a HEART~~~

Thus...
the importance of living each day by hearted choice
the importance of enjoying life within hearted rejoice
the importance of integrating heart with soul's voice

Let's explore...
new beginnings ~ old patterns
what works in our lives ~ what doesn't

Let us make
rightful use of our
greatest tools:
~ CHOICE
~~ THOUGHT
~~~ OPEN MIND
~~~~ HAPPY HEART
~~~~~ POSITIVE ATTITUDE


NEW BEGINNINGS = Opportunities ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ OLD PATTERNS = Dysfunctions

With each new day comes choices,
opportunities, blessings, new beginnings...
positivity's open hearts and minds
feel it so and make it real

Where vision is fogged, perceptions
twisted and choices misused...
negativity's closed minds and
hard hearts create what is unreal

THE UPLIFTING ELEMENTS
OF ANY NEW DAY
ARE...

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ HAPPY ~ ~ ~ HAPPIER ~ ~ ~ HAPPIEST ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

How happy did the day have you feeling?
How might the day have had you feeling happier?
How might you have felt the happiest you could have felt?

~ Choice is your ally, make good use of each one!
~ ~ Thoughts are blueprints that build your moments!
~ ~ ~ An open mind is your path to discovery & recovery!
~ ~ ~ ~ A happy heart is your reward for freely exploring life!
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Positive attitude is your bridge into right-n-true reality!

THE DOWNWARD SPIRALS
OF ANY NEW DAY
ARE...

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ DOUBT ~ ~ ~ FEAR ~ ~ ~ HATERED ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

What doubts crept into your day?
Where did fear override your inner trust in the day?
Why did hate overwhelm love you might have felt and shared in the day?

Here are 3 ways
to begin a new day...
when it's a good day
you wish to have:

1- Give thanks for the new day you've just been granted as you're getting out of bed. Do this daily until it's a habit and part of each morning.
2- Promise your Self to find at least 1 good thing about the day! After doing this for a time, you'll easily find countless good things every day.
3- Open your heart and put a smile inside before going to work or tackling that first task. In time you'll find tasks get easier, the days pass quicker.

Here are 3 ways
to end the day...
regardless of the
day you have had:

1- Learn from the day's events, make certain heart is still smiling prior to going to bed at end of this day. (look at this as your day school)
2- Thank your Self for kindness's good deeds you shared or allowed your Self to receive this day. (look at this as a rightful action)
3- Invite wisdom's revelations to find you during sleep, set your soul free by releasing the events of this day. (look at this as night school for you and your soul)

Wisely choose the direction you wish
your vibrational integrity or
heartsoul to travel...

~ Open Mind-Happy Heart = UPWARD ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ DOWNWARD = Closed Mind-Hard Heart ~

More UPwards than DOWNwards,
always good to dwell on the positives...
(randomly listed
ignore dots)

UPWARD ENDEAVORS ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ DOWNWARD ENDEAVORS
Making higher choices . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Demanding justice
Nurturing living things
Expanding wisdom
Banishing ego . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Admitting nothing
Intensifying feelings
Playing deliberately
Allowing collaboration . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Degrading Self
Delivering purpose
Spreading the joys
Seeking true reality . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Ignoring health
Utilizing patience
Devoting deeds
Accepting goodness . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Denying truth
Expressing laughter
Opening possibilities
Soothing tensions . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Impeding life's flow
Resonating as love
Exploring dreams
Releasing negativity . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Building resentments
Imagining world peace
Intending good will
Forgiving indiscretions . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Accumulating stuff
Replenishing inner wealth
Purifying intentions
Integrating heart and soul . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Bashing all hope
Displaying humility
Managing thoughts
Uniting family . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Fumbling opportunities
Focusing convictions
Surrendering limitations
Encouraging others . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Terrorizing the innocence
Harmonizing happinesses
Unifying rightfulness
Believing in Self . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Nixing responsibilities
Honoring the Divine
Manifesting what's real
Grabbing opportunitiess . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Overlooking essentials
Raising vibrations
Maintaining integrity
Strengthening weakness . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Falsifying self-worth
Balancing activities
Eclipsing old ways
Exemplifying dignity . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Nulifying eternal life
Sharing insights
Quickening gratitude
Enlivening Now moment . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Tarnishing dignity
Redeeming greatness
Questioning dogma
Gratifying kindness . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Shaming the soul
Welcoming change
Glorifying Mother nature
Achieving Oneness . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Poisoning attitudes
Becoming the new
Praising each day
Defining creativity . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Wielding ego's power
Serving the Light
Empowering Divine Self
Unfolding aligned truth . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Rejecting absolutes
Birthing aliveness
Determining priorities
Fulfilling soul's mission . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Exploiting the imagination
Being a guidepost
Choosing universal justice
Dedicating Divinity . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Commanding controls


photo images: sun's rising peek at a new day; typical ending to an Oregon coastal day

WOMAN2WOMAN: Just fillin' in the blanks . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . #4 in W2W series

Stand tall and true to your hearted convictions. Take the stance of couraged desire and righted truths... your Light will shine, you will be found, reborn. Destined to begin the real journey your heart and soul have long been guiding you toward...

WITHOUT LIGHT ~ INNER WEALTH IS LOST
WITHOUT TRUST & TRUTH - PURPOSE IS LOST
WITHOUT HEART ~ LOVE & INNER PEACE IS LOST
Seekers willing to do
the real work...
uncover ALL treasures,
that filling life's blanks
may require...

As we fill-in our life BLANKS... wondrous self-discoveries, deepest feelings, inner pieces, wildest dreams and soulful redemptions are gratefully real-ized! A life blank is like listening to a music CD that skips, or watching an old VHS movie that's been wrinkled or creased. You miss out on some good parts and you loose sight of the 'whole' feeling of a song, movie's message or a life's purpose.

A WHOLESOME life is not just about eating healthy foods, living cleanly, developing good habits for one's body, mind and soul... it's also about exploring for, feeling for and filling in the BLANKS every human life inevitably has. All human experience has voids or blanks, those missing pieces, as not one earth life is perfect or ever will be.

Each of us is most unique ~ a 1-of-a-kind Creation ~ let's celebrate that everyday

The trick is allowing one's Self to be OK when we find a blank~a void~a missing piece. It may hurt, it may surprise, it may weaken us momentarily. But wisely we choose to begin exploring the inner(especially this one) and outer realities, for what best belongs in our 'empty spaces' or personal puzzles. Life is the BIG puzzle that our smaller human puzzles belong in. Each small puzzle will eventually fit DIVINELY into place in the bigger puzzle that is eternal life. But not without some aligned, heart-involved soul searching and dedicated effort. No one said life was going to be easy, but taking the easy ways out, does one's soul not an ounce of good!

Life is a play, we as players in that production, each has a role to perform. It's on earth the real reality, the real truth and the real work become the stage scenery or props. As we come more and more into our role, it begins to fit us like it was tailored just for us. We begin to see how work well done is rewarded. On earth true reward has to do with the soul's redemption or evolution up the ladder of eternity. To earn vibrational points, the steps of the ladder, souls agreed to garner certain life lessons, prior to entering human form and lifetime cyles.

Life is imperfect here on earth however and smiling in the face of denial only creates life to frown upon us. We then become participants in the circus of 'what if's' ~ 'should have's' ~ could haves' ~ 'would have's'. It's a frenzied, chaotic, confusing, often heartless happening. The likes of which can only be overcome as we choose to regain and reclaim our right and true alignment. That of our vibrational integrity that manifests as heart and soul integrate.

Frankly, the I AMs are more worthy of our time,
choices, focus and energetics than is the
three-ringed event mentioned above. Think of
thy Self as a puzzle piece belonging to the
eternal WHOLE...

I AM... love is action
I AM... piece singing
I AM... joy expressing
I AM... trust expanding
I AM... truth envisioning
I AM... soul earthly living

FOR ALL HUMANS... LIFE IS OF PURPOSE
FOR ALL HEARTS... LOVE IS OF PURPOSE
FOR ALL SOULS... TRUTH IS OF PURPOSE

Wisdom is garnered 1 choice
at-a-time where humans delve
into life's rhythm and rhyme

As we OPEN to truth...
...we shall indeed discover!
As we DISCOVER truth...
...we shall indeed expand!
As we EXPAND as truth...
...we shall indeed ascend!

HUMAN LIFE is this SIMPLE~HUMAN LIFE is this SIMPLE~HUMAN LIFE is this SIMPLE

~ LOVE 'tis CAUSE ~ SOUL 'tis SOURCE ~ SOURCE 'tis SOUL ~ CAUSE 'tis LOVE ~

LIFE CORRELATIONS...why not get some 'blank filling' practice
with these 101 life BLANKS!
(hint: there are
NO wrong answers)

CHILDREN are to life on earth...
........what leaves are to ___________________
BREAD is to cheese...
........what jockeys are to __________________
FREEDOM is to justice...
........what commonality is to __________________
SOUP is to a hungry person...
........what feathers are to __________________
BALANCE is to gymnists
........what harmony is to __________________
TRUTH is to world peace...
........what busyness is to __________________
TOMATOES are to spaghetti...
......what a ferrish wheel is to __________________
VIM & VIGOR are to senior adults...
........what vinegar is to __________________
INTEGRATION is to heart and soul...
......what humility is to __________________
YELLOW is to daffodils...
......what cream is to __________________
VIBRATION is to love, life & truth...
........what light is to ___________________
THOUGHTS are to the mind...
......what ice cubes are to __________________
DAMNATION is to dogma...
......what independence is to __________________
SUNRISE is to a new day...
......what whipped cream is to __________________
CELEBRATION is to rejoice...
......what a massage is to __________________
LIBERTY is to Americans...
......what words are to __________________
VISION is to driving...
......what wings are to __________________
INNER PEACE is to meditation...
........what frosting is to __________________
HIGH HOPES are to basketballs...
........what green beans are to __________________
SPICES are to home cooking...
........what formulas are to __________________
BLISS is to a kiss...
........what flip-flops are to __________________
PODS are to peas...
......what oars are to __________________
FAMILY PICNICS are to grandma...
........what recycling is to __________________
FUZZ is to a peach...
........what deep desire is to __________________
MUSIC is to the ear...
......what rocks are to __________________
BEAUTY is to vanity...
........what truth is to __________________
TOOTHPICKS are to teeth...
........what streams are to __________________
DREAMS COME TRUE are to a believer...
........what cameras are to __________________
FLUFFY CLOUDS are to a skyscape...
........what sprinkles are to __________________
FISHING POLES are to grandpa...
........what mice are to __________________
GARDEN HOSES are to lawn mowers...
......what a ferrish wheel is to __________________
RECIPES are to baking contests...
........what clown costumes are to __________________
CATS are to dogs...
......what oil is to __________________
MONEY is to banks...
......what kool-aid is to __________________
STARS are to the heavens...
......what tooth fairies are to __________________
AUNTS & UNCLES are to family trees...
........what grease is to __________________
HEARTS are to souls...
......what halos are to __________________
KEYBOARDS are to computers...
......what steering wheels are to __________________
DARK CHOCOLATE is to temptation...
......what band aids are to __________________
SMELL is to aromatherapy...
......what toes are to __________________
WISDOM is to a prophet...
........what green is to __________________
CHALLENGES are to athletes...
........what bridges are to __________________
WORMS are to earth...
........what eternity is to __________________
THE LITTLE VOICE is to curiosity...
......what carrots are to __________________
RAIN CLOUDS are to rainbows...
......what rice is to __________________
FANTASIES are to childhoods...
........what candles are to_________________
CARTOONS are to saturday mornings...
......what newspapers are to __________________
DIRT is to the farmer...
........what frames are to ___________________
BABIES are to parents...
........what electricity is to __________________
HEAVY RAINFALL is to home gutters...
........what fresh berries are to __________________
WHISPERS are to secrets...
......what spots are to __________________
BIRD CHIRPS are to spring...
........what falling leaves are to __________________
ANSWERS are to spiritual seekers...
........what thorns are to __________________
FRECKLES are to faces...
......what fur coats are to __________________
FORESTS are to diva kingdoms ...
........what brilliance is to_________________
MIRACLES are to humanity...
......what birth is to __________________
HAPPY FEET are to dancing...
........what dimples are to __________________
ROMANCE is to couples in love...
........what grapes are to __________________
GUESSES are to test scores...
........what apples are to __________________
JOY is to the moment...
........what fuel is to __________________
GOSPEL SONGS are to the South...
........what sunsets are to __________________
POPCORN is to movies...
........what black is to __________________
SILLINESS is to playgrounds...
........what schemes are to __________________
SMILES are to parties...
........what a prayer is to __________________
FRIENDLY WEEDS are to gardening...
........what sprained ankles are to __________________
HEAVEN is to angels...
......what walnuts are to __________________
HOMEMADE COOKIES are to taste buds...
........what gentle breezes are to __________________
LOVE is to the family...
........what water is to __________________
DIRTY CLOTHES are to closets...
........what a frozen lake is to __________________
CRAZED LAUGHTER is to a comedian...
........what scientific breakthroughs are to __________________
IMAGINATION is to lofty ambitions...
........what the inner child is to __________________
REDEMPTION is to the soul...
........what honorable discharges are to __________________
ROUTINES are to months...
......what tuna fish is to __________________
ROOFS are to buildings...
......what hair is to __________________
WEATHER is to paperboys...
......what ocean waves are to __________________
RITUALS are to native tribes...
......what rhythm is to __________________
GUNS are to angered folks...
......what regulations are to __________________
ROOTS are to the soil...
......what generations are to __________________
STRING is to kites...
......what mother's love is to __________________
HOUSE PLANTS are to a home...
......what air flow is to __________________
LIGHTNING is to darkness...
......what batteries are to __________________
JUDGMENTS are to the innocent...
......what limitations are to __________________
TROUBLES are to headaches...
......what abuse is to __________________
HOBBIES are to spare time...
......what stop watches are to __________________
GRATITUDE is to a survivor...
......what purple is to __________________
HUMILITY is to personal growth...
......what oars are to __________________
SIMPLICITY is to leisure time...
......what a loose screw is to __________________
STAINS are to carpets...
......what puddles are to __________________
ADDICTIONS are to well-beingness...
......what wildfires are to __________________
VIDEO GAMES are to family rooms...
......what traffic is to __________________
COMMONALITY is to camaraderie...
......what happiness is to __________________
ETERNAL LIFE is to a heartsoul...
......what blood is to __________________
THE INTERNET is to unification...
......what glue is to __________________
REFLEXOLOGY is to purification...
......what ocean sand is to __________________
ORGANIC is to foodstuffs...
......what pure intention is to __________________
FULL TRUST is to destiny...
......what liberation is to __________________
SURRENDER is to true victory...
......what cleansing is to __________________
NUTRITION is to wholly balance...
......what vocal harmony is to __________________
COLOR is to nature...
......what sound is to __________________
PROSPERITY is to kind hearts...
......what abundance is to __________________
SHARING is to caring...
......what grandkids are to __________________

Now that you're an expert at 'fillin' the blanks', you're readied and enabled to explore where ever and whatever feels right deep down inside. Find some quiet time, get into your feeling nature and really dig for what feels like it could use some exploration and change. No wrong way to do this... except it does require stilling one's life, aiming one's will power at the appropriate target and trusting your heart to guide your exploration. Of course, desiring change is also helpful, as change in some form remains a constant in all lives.

However, remember to hoist anchor prior to the 'expedition' for 'life blank fillers', by finding some trust and belief in your Self. And KNOW you deserve the goodness that is destined to follow any real exploration.

photo images: stand tall and true amidst unpredictability; within silence-n-stillness the Light of truth shines

Today's bits are...

ANSWERS ~ OPPORTUNITIES ~ FOCUS
~whilst one searches in the outer world's confusion, conflict and delusion for ANSWERS,
lost are countless OPPORTUNITIES one's hearted desires may have been felt...
wisely attune your full FOCUS to the inner world where whispers echo from your heart~

in service
to the
All I AM

photo image: heart's wisdom is our constant companion

Angel of Mercy

Reach down Thy arms
in Japan many harms,
reach out wide-n-far...
relieve emotion's scar.

Offer love~heal quick
bring water and food,
shelter for those sick...
lift now fearful mood.

Renew Japan's voice
guide the right choice,
love giving is a tent...
enrich all mercy sent.

Cherish every child
holding firm-n-tight,
within moments wild...
support survival fight.

Escort Home those...
within death's pose,
support family behind
sharing love Divine.

Angel o' Mercy unfold
winged aid ever bold,
life marching strong...
rebuilding new song.

Japan heal thy heart
be again worldly part,
be alive~as all thrive...
be aware out of care.

Angel o' Mercy alight
remain close~nearby,
heal Japan's phlight...
hear humanity's cry.

Angel o' Mercy do sing
carry sick on Thy wing,
strengthen wills' power...
stand the weakened
within love's warm
and kind shower.


Humbled by
Your presence,
my heart
thanks You


inspired by and
dedicated to the brave people of Japan
photo image: standing together strengthens the all as wild trilliums exemplify

Welcome to some insights by astrological sign, shared here with the intent to entertain, not guide your life or your choices. Feel yours, release all that does not feel deeply right to you. 'In'joy!

CAPRICORN
This month may be a very real challenge for you my horned one. You may find forward movement challenging, so best just be patient a bit longer. Your will to succeed is strong however the path ahead is bumpy at best. Wisely save your energy for the moments ahead by learning to relax and play more. Let the inner child out to celebrate, it may surprise you how good it will feel. Really!

AQUARIUS
You haven’t wasted your moments in a new year. Healing is taking place quickly. However no need to worry about outcomes, but wisely be fully in each new moment. No worries are called for as you are in good hands. Trust is the key word for you this month. Allowing deeper probes into your hidden world may birth rewards that surprise, excite and expand your divine Self! U R worth it.

PISCES
You are swimming free now as you release the old for the much desired new. Your bravery, stamina and dedication shall pay countless dividends. You will encounter challenges you can easily overcome so ‘go for it’. Swim free remembering to be of that grateful nature. Where possible give of time and heart to those in need and your heart will sing a happier tune indeed. Wisely make no assumption.

ARIES
Well now, don’t you feel a bit silly? Some of your recent choices may not have come from thy heart. Thus you need not question outcomes. Now let’s start over, new beginnings await you. Remember the human condition is about intent and the level of purity each choice possesses. It’s OK to error but wisely learning from such brings about your own soulful evolution. Thus is earth’s duality.

TAURUS
Greetings wild one. Seems you’ve been nipping the flowers in the field and lost thy Self to trifle details. Perhaps a pinch of simplicity would add to your reality at this time. Lighten the load to feel the path before you. Tripping over old stuff means you are negating new opportunity. Best to align with higher choices, set sail for new horizons. Feeling secure is the safe way or is it? Ask heart.

GEMINI
Seems just when you think you’re there you find a huge obstacle. Being in one’s left brain brings into play certainties and denies other possibilities. If it is positive outcomes you seek, engage the choices of thy heart more. Perhaps allowing the heart to sing may uncover hidden agendas by which one is wise not to follow often. Your deepest desires are best when manifest, not hidden away safely.

CANCER
You’ve grabbed more than you feel at ease with. Perhaps involving the heart in decisions will serve to lighten the load and enlighten you even more. If it is toward the light of thy own truth you wish to be, it is your heart that can guide you. It is more about trust and loyalty to thy own Self than it is about trappings of impressing others or materialistic possessions. Allow your feelings to fully surface.

LEO
You’ve done well, worked hard but life is quickly passing you by. Are the rewards fulfilling your heart’s deepest desires? Oft’ busyness out plays the strategy of heart. If a deeper joy would move you to a special place where you truly wish to be, no better time to set such in motion. Where hearts don’t sing of ecstasy choices of a lesser vibration are made. Lift thy Self up by your every choice!

VIRGO
Dear Virgo, you are so steady and reliable, yet it seems within you lies a restlessness. Take time to find stillness and go within for guidance. Wisely believe where there is a desire unrealized, there is a human not fulfilling their potential. There is no other enabled to do this for you, no book, no guru, with your full set of answers. Take responsibility for your own destiny to manifest your greatness.

LIBRA
Balancing seems to have gotten you off track. It is vital to come from a heart centered perspective or one’s life will teeter out of control momentarily. A wise seeker takes time to feel, then makes choices. Seekers who hurry about anything are seeking from a lesser source than heart. Be brave in your stance when it comes to your dreams and desires and balance and harmony will be yours quickly.

SCORPRIO
You certainly have a challenging year ahead but should you choose by heart each choice, you can lessen the difficulty. It is easier sometimes than the left brain will allow you to believe. Take the easy path by trusting inner guidance and listen often for ongoing input. Human beings are very connected even those who doubt most all things. Wisely then listen while you remember to play.

SAGITTARIUS
All you have left are broken arrows or so it will probably seem to you. However truth lies within not without and seeking truth within is best. It will take courage, oftentimes some steadfastness as well, but the rewards will prove themselves. When you are quiet, wisdom comes. When you honor it life changes colors and the fragrance of love and joy and peace shall be the scent of the moment!


(1st in series)

New HEARTSCOPES
will be shared each month

Originally HEARTSCOPES appeared monthly in a 20 pg inspirational newsletter I self-published. It was out of Oregon 9/02 through 10/06 and was called THE HIGHER CHOICE. I felt it deeply appropriate to resurrect the column, sharing it monthly with BHW's members.

NOTE:
The Heartscopes shared in my blog are all new,
not replications of the previously published ones.

I am very grateful for the opportunity to share them because it's so much fun doing them, and so much easier on a blog! Most of the production of the old newsletters and books, happened manually. I used my lap, a breadboard, an exacto knife and a handheld waxer. How times have changed and thank goodness for the internet and how it links hearts and minds from all over the globe! And saves much time and energy also.

It must be told that a male friend, indirectly,
assisted in my discovery of BHW.
Bless his heart!


photo image: a remnant from the past serving the Now

Within this blog entry you may feel bits and pieces of truth that belong in your reality. I suggest that you find a chunk of quiet time, take as many deep breaths as it takes for you to drift off into a relaxed state of being. Turn off those mental wheels, let your mind simply go blank. Open your heart to allow your Self to become enmeshed within your feeling ability. Know that your heart will easily discern what is or is not right and true for you.

There comes a moment
truth is inevitable...

The intent of Starfire: Igniting the heart's flame, is to empower you to feel for truth within your Self. By Divine right, we are to live free of fear's truthless ways, but right truth has yet to expand open every human heart. Evolutionary vibrations are now igniting soul blueprints lost to us upon entering earth's density. Real truth is destined to empower the readied hearts for their soulful integrations. Love's Divine flames or the universally righted ones, are to set in motion the tide of evolutionary vibrations destined to sweep the earth's plane clean, creating Heaven on Earth.

What follows are 33 choices, too long ignored but are destined to be reclaimed and actualized, thus assisting each human being to re-member who they truly are. Each right's positive insights and the opposing or negative nature is explored. Since earthlife is about duality, we are to explore the expansive virtues and fearful limitations of each. Brave explorers will expose the real issues humanity continues to ignore. Ignorance is not the bliss hearts are destined to feel.

Face the truth by not skipping the darkside discussions. We are to clear the human experience of those beliefs. Continued avoidance of them will pull soul integrities vibrationally downward, into what has been termed, hell. Continually ignoring the current reality on earth will serve only to create more denial and dysfunction, or more of the same old stuff.

Explore what follows, accepting what feels deeply right to you and discarding the rest. It is hoped the glossary at the end might assist in your understanding of truth's Divine vibrations.

DEDICATION
The art of Divine beingness is universality's canvas and we humans are co-Creators destined by choice to birth Heaven-on-earth. May our Divine rights assist us toward the fulfillment of our unified Divine purpose of bringing earth into alignment with All That Is

If you wish to re-member
who you truly are...
that spark of love's Creation,
read on with an open and discerning heart
as you feel for the truth that is meant for YOU!

Let us rejoice with every choice!

THE 33 DIVINE RIGHTS
by CHOICE

#1
SELF-EMPOWERMENT'S CHOICES
Wisely allowing love every chance
enlivens the soul's evolutionary dance

Living courageously unfolds true greatness
as truth unveils reason for being. Earthlife
is the choice for souls seeking vibrational
points toward Divine Oneness.

Fulfillment comes from aligned choices
where heartsouls express the righted voices

OR

CLOSED MIND'S CONTROL
Manipulation is misuse of the gifts
and rejection of the evolutionary shifts

Fear rejects the new, dysfunctions delaying
salvation of souls. To possess the riteto
eternal life, a trusting heart wisely sings.

Where fear is given strength
power-hungry ego goes to any length

#2
INNER PEACE'S HARMONY
Earth's vibrational integrity
will one day align with Eternity

World peace will happen as inner reality
harmonizes with eternal wisdom. The
heartsouled beings co-create highest good
for the absolute All by expressing peace.

Blessed be the bringers of peace
their love shall bring negativity to cease

OR

HOSTILITY'S COMPETITION
Every heartless human endeavor
is created by an ego that's very clever

Fear's relentless acts of denial, distort
right and true reality. The result is an
illusion where soulful evolution is delayed.

Heartless hate-driven desires
will not ignite humanity's inner fires

#3
HUMILITY'S APPRECIATION
Sincerity comes from caring,
feelings of fulfillment from sharing

Simplicity births clarity, placing a
visionary's reality on a strong foundation.
These hearts sing joy, their willed-power
has truth's vibrations lovingly expanding.

Express absolute gratitude
by possessing positivity's attitude

OR

DYSFUNCTION'S DIS-EASES
Believing a religion is fully of the Light
fogs hopeful seeker's evolutionary sight

In denial, many seek false god
security in half-truths and assumptions created
by ego. Live in truth by feeling with heart
for that which is Divinely right.

Dysfunction drains a life's force until
a Starfire ignites at Its hearted source


#4
COMPASSION'S FORGIVENESS
Where love unveils every cure
outcomes become humbled and pure

Spiritual beings in denseness lose their
way but wisely surrender by forgiving
life. It is rightful to love self first, creating
desired reality by compassionate means.

Gentled is humanity's path of heart
where fully accepted is the spiritual part

OR

INDOCTRINATION'S ABUSE
As denial seeds are allowed to grow
human hearts shall find it harder to glow

Old ego created doctrine weighs heavily
on Divine love's creative ability. Allow real
truth so fear's darkness fades into the Light.

Bring down denial's fearful arm
or perpetuate painfully layered harm

#5
TRANSFORMATION'S FEELINGS
Always look to the new
for the next evolutionary clue

Wise children of Creation listen,
empowering hearts to fully feel. Discerning
what is right, allows life to energetically
spiral with earth's vibrational changes.

Deep within is one's Divine All
vibrating as soul's rightful wakeup call

OR

INTOLERANCE'S BUSYNESS
Impatient ways create life's maze
a vast haze of bigotry's determined days

Helter skelter is hard hearts' life, as
denial reigns in petty games. Be still,
feel for and follow deepest desire, to ignite
inner star's fire.

Judgmental beliefs do not align,
on behalf of Divine self, are very unkind

#6
RESPONSIBILITY'S BALANCE
All can re-member, it's not too late
as Light's vibration ignites the final gate

Wise hearts filled with self-good expand
Creation's bands of Light. Balanced, love's
vibration can move into all universes, even
those assisting in earth's evolution.

Fufilling mutually agreed upon universal role
expands love's vibrations within heart's soul

OR

ILL-WILL'S HABITS
Hungry hearts ignore their parts
denying their souls Divine Oneness roles

Security in ill-willed reality misaligns
intent. Denied is love's vibration seeking
to dissolve ego's walls to life's highest good.

Humanity's safety zones are cold
truthless fear expressing loud and bold

#7
ACCEPTANCE'S ACTIONS
Evolutionaries are the accepting ones
trustfully re-membering as universal sums

Heart's starfire is a gate to universality's
desired Heaven on Earth. Accepting the path
of heart, actively opens the absolute path
Home for their integrated souls.

The actualized ones stand tall and true
actively listening for rights' purposed cue

OR

JUDGMENT'S JEALOUSY
Envy another, even an eternal other
and life's dance is void of love's chants

Ego deceit equals heartless and weak desire,
birthing fear that fuels jealous judgments.
It is truth that opens all portal gates.

Where ego is eager to get ahead
lost is the soul's path Home instead

#8
HUMOR'S PATIENCE
Laugh and rejoice for it's now time
task is simple: re-member self that is Divine

Joyful hearts thrive and gladly sing alive
universal wisdom's vibration. To be a receptor
site aligned to the Creator's All, patiently and
with joy, ignite your star's fire.

Laughter and joy heal every heart
as seekers dare to accept universal part

OR

REVENGE'S SACRIFICES
Seeking to get even for whatever reason,
creates for soul, a dark and uneventful season

Martyrdom is grace denied and revenge
a painful scar. Realizing life's abundances,
while forgiving others, rekindles a heart's flame.

You are not ever to go without
or live a single day in self-denial pout

#9
DEVOTION'S SERVICE
Look for how you can help another
creating a world where one loves the other

Humbly serving the cause of Oneness
has heart opening and loving unconditionally.
To devote one's heart, is to align it to its soul,
igniting a heart-fired star.

Wisely dedicating human wills to peace
rightfully creates life where hostilities cease

OR

CO-DEPENDENT'S DESPAIR
Ego's hard hearts manifest what fails
human realities created from the petty details

Fear breaks hearts, while acting out of
mistrust, fogs the inner view. To courageously
find truth, rightfully allow hearted feelings.

Loss of truth to denial's routine
creates dysfunction that's commonly unseen

#10
PROSPERITY'S RELEASES
Surrendering control is a real test
but living with full trust assures life's best

Vulnerability hurts but lacking full trust
gives fear its power. Real power is life with
heart, opening the gates for the wills bent
toward eternal prosperity's life.

Letting go allows hearts to expand
accepting starfire's part in Eternity's plan

OR

OBLIGATION'S NEGLECT
Giving one's true power away
brings a soul's fulfillment much delay

Needing to 'be' or 'do' sets in motion a
downward spiral of energetics. Integration is
delayed until self's worth is vibrationally realized.

Guilt and shame build layers of pain
and realized is little or no purposeful gain

#11
INNER BEAUTY'S DISCERNMENT
Love has no facades, expands easily,
it's everlasting, the way through Eternity

Looking outside for answers denies
hearted discernment. Do re-member to realize
all lost or denied pieces of soul's puzzle.
Solved, it's soulful Divine purpose .

All will be born again as righted kin when
all readied hearts feel for what is real

OR

DOUBT'S PERCEPTIONS
Life's puzzle has missing pieces
but with integration hopelessness ceases

Fear denied hearts seek soulful whollyness.
As trust allows willingness, soul's Light
begins its destined vibrational integration.

Doubts easily fog the soul's memories
misaligning it's vibrational recoveries

#12
LOYALTY'S RIGHTFULNESS
What unfolds for one will for all
for the righted choices prevent the fall

If highest good is sought for others, life
is Divinely righted. Inner reality vibrationally
aligns with Creation, as the rightful deed
of redeeming soul is done.

Rightful service finds love expanding
integrated souls on earth finally banding

OR

AVOIDANCE'S ANNOYANCE
False god roles are easily groomed
when the deed is egotistically consumed

Busyness is one form of denial humanity
creates to deafen the inner voice. Souls patiently
await righted truth to be willfully risen.

Troubled waters always run deep
drowning the desires hearts wish to reap

#13
VALIDATION'S BLISS
Freedom shall deliver love's gold
those banded rights that can't be sold

Freedom is a will-powered heart, activated
by choice, for the highest good of the All.
Ecstasy validates loyalty to heart, honored
before any other deed may be done.

Those honoring their freed wills are
the happy servants of eternal life's thrills

OR

PREDICTION'S ANGER
Guess work leaves much behind
rightlessness breeding results unkind

Answers sought without heart are unreal,
illusion's hard reality. Angered dis-ease shall
not alter truth's Divine rightfulness.

What isn't felt may determine life's path
a void where ego has the very last laugh

#14
SPONTANEITY'S AWARENESS
Listening to heart allows love's All
and expands Creation's Oneness call

Maintaining life's flexible positive
attitude, allows one's truth to rightfully
unfold. Allowing for universal awareness,
frees life's journey of limits and obstacles.

Going with the Divine plan's flow
reignites the re-membered's starfire glow

OR

PANIC'S PROCEDURES
Conditioned patterns can become
life's loveless void, a vibrationless sum

Controlling mindsets restricts vibrant
energy, dis-easing bodies. Fear strengthens
this hold until illusion is rightfully dissolved.

Running scared is one way out
but ego games carry unrightful clout

#15
CLARITY'S FULFILLMENT
Deep knowingness unfolds within
as heartsouled servants are freed of sin

Life guided by heartfelt wisdom is
the Way of beingness. Choices allowing
heartsoul integrations redeem soul
assignments, leading to the final
gate into the garden of Eternity.

Viewing life with a singing heart
fulfills a seeker's soulfully righted part

OR

TIME'S GAMES
Harnessed to the strife is a deceptive life
where each day's helter skelter is ego's shelter

Frantic ideals point blame's finger,
shifting reponsibility. Created is the need
for routine and lost is life's enthusiasm.

Sometimes the long way around
builds life upon the unwholly ground

#16
WILLFULNESS'S SHARINGS
Humbled will power is love's tower
as deep desire to reach has truths to teach

Manifesting heart's deep desires expands
rightful reality of good for the All. Redemptive
wisdom brings the vibrations of a loving
peace fully into earth's plane.

Daring to fully care with heart
finds starfire igniting its counterpart

OR

ILLUSION'S STUBBORNNESS
Games the human ego plays are many
for unhealed as yet are the denials of plenty

Heartless rigidity finds seekers believing
ego's illusion is real. Truth sincerely sought
is always found, if heart entwines its soul.

Hard hearts know not what's right
as souls regularly miss their eternal flight

#17
TRUTH'S COMMONALITY
As consciousness on earth expands
righted are the Creator's golden bands

Soul redemption is obtained by allowing
heart's voice, for love is commonality's right.
Gates to Eternity open as Divinity's rights
unveil the Way of beingness.

No longer shall rightful truth be denied
for aligned hearts create commonality's tide

OR

FEAR'S POLLUTION
Where fear sows misaligned seed
the harvest is an ego's relentless greed

Weak hearts walk ego ground as fear's
illusion seems real. Inner disharmony righted,
starfired heartsouls band with Eternity.

A view through fear's limited maze
finds ego's joyless and pain-filled ways

#18
STILLNESS'S DISCOVERIES
Become still, listen within for truth
and heartfully realize the vibrational proof

Inner peace guides the course of human
events, as kind deeds expands goodness.
Self-discovery is a readied heart guiding its
counterpart' soul's journey Home.

Real life students go within and listen
bringing to every soul its rightful glisten

OR

DECEIT'S DISDAIN
Negative thoughts create waves
as disharmony nourishes egoed slaves

Dwelling on negativity shuts life down
around self. Fearing the new denies one's
right to vibrationally band with Eternity.

Heartless fools go into each day
creating moments of meaningless play

#19
SYNCHRONICITY'S LESSONS
Earthlife's lessons offer powerful opportunities
integration's righted with starfire abilities

Souls vibrationally integrate as synchronicty
brings opportunity. As the plan unfolds a new
world's vibratory expansion, soul to heart or
heart to soul integrations ignite the starfires.

Daily the human journey of life calls
offering any soul a redemption free of falls

OR

HATRED'S SORROW
Dwelling on life's negative side
is vibrationless ego's downward slide

Hate poisons minds to believe in half-truths
and false assumptions. The rights determine soul's
successes during it's chosen earthly mission.

It's not for reward wise ones seek
for victory belongs to the rightfully meek

#20
PURE INTENTION'S COURAGE
Creative power unfolds by intent
as love's vibration toward all is sent

Intending peace, love, joy and commonality,
brave souls realize mission fulfillment. Living
as truth heals fear so love's abiding reality
is courageously and humbly righted.

Standing true to those inner clues
always creates the world's happiest news

OR

INSECURITY'S STRUCTURES
Routined boredoms birth lonely disarray
co-dependents becoming fear's easiest prey

Fear's followers hide in denial's walled
reality. Soul's vibational portal gate is unknown
unless rightful intentions create it.

Endlessly brought forth by doubt
are the deeds of humanity's many greeds

#21
SIMPLICITY'S INTEGRITY
There are no accidents nor wrong
if felt is love's rightfully humbled song

Soulful integrity is rights' gate to love's
blueprint, that inititates change. Being true
to self, free of condition, allows most
vibrantly readied endeavors to be fulfilled.

No greater deed can ever be done
than re-membering as love's rightful sun

OR

LACK'S LIMITATIONS
With untrusting wills in place
created is humanity's fall from grace

Feelings of emptiness prevail as hearts
go unsung. By choice, goals are realized if
heart's desires are borne of rightful creation.

The hungry inner spirits cry
but fueled too often is a fear's reply

#22
FREEDOM'S UNITY
Heaven on earth will be the reality
when humanity's righted as love's ability

Souls endeavor to unify vibrant realities in
universality. As the righted free love's vibration
on earth's plane, it in turn expands rightfulness
into other planes.

Spread love's wings and truth wins
life's finally freed of ego's heartless sins

OR

FAILURE'S WEAKNESSES
Disowning one's greatness deprives
while lost is opportunity before it arrives

Dwelling on the past creates pain aplenty
upon which to gaze. Seek to relase old and
the gates open to universality's vibrant view.

To judge any other being wrong
weakens integrity of a heart's song

#23
UNIVERSAL LAWS' SOLUTIONS
There are many ways to heal
heartsouled endeavors to reveal

No problem exists void of rightful answers
but human minds deny their use. Redeeming
truth lies with starfire ignitions and their
deeds abiding by universal law.

All the answer shall be felt inside
as universality's lawfully vibrant tide

OR

HALF-TRUTH'S FALSE ASSUMPTIONS
Ego's conclusions break love's wing
a reality where hearts find it harder to sing

Dysfunctions are belief systems
perceptionally based on ego's unrightfulness.
Trusting heart's vibrationally feel knowingnesses.

Humanity's world of illusion
is maintained by ego's inner pollution

#24
SURRENDER'S SPIRITUALITY
Full trust reveals the lost abilities
and righted truths from the vulnerabilities

As spirits in dense reality, reason for being
is lost in joyless maze. Re-membering shattered
soul's pieces is spirituality's purpose. This truth
often lost to old dogmatic ways,
but for certain all souls are redeemable.

Spirituality's servants are the voices
surrendering ego for life's endless rejoices

OR

REVOLUTION'S DUALITY
Separation on earth is very real
created by the humans afraid to feel

Fear hardens hearts and egos fuel the
rightless inner revolutions. Evolution of truth
expands when hearts have opened to fully feel.

Ego's fears bring about inner war
as ignorance defies truth and much more

#25
TRUST'S INTUITION
Feeling for all our answers shall be
the Way toward possessing Eternity's key

Starfire ignites in a heart as trust brings right
choice, word or deed to fruition. It's the new
world forming as inner guidances are bravely
listened to and followed.

As hearts become the trusted guides
seekers no longer desire life's free rides

OR

HELL'S RIGHTEOUSNESS
Needing to be right dims true attire
denying heart's inner flame, its star's fire

Fear exists as righted truth is zealously
forsaken for egoed beliefs. Commands or
judgments negate any Divine right's truth.

Ego's heartless reality will not win
as the unhearted fall into downward spin

#26
ENTHUSIASM'S ECSTASY
The vibration of joys felt and shared
reflects how enthusiastically one has cared

If vision quest actively honors enthusiastic
heart, a soul's victory unfolds joyously. A heart's
song is finally felt as truth's vibration is finally
and courageously freed of limitation.

Willing seekers joining the game of life
play many joy-filled songs on ecstasy's fife

OR

DEGRADATION'S PAIN
Some desire to be weak and sick
ignoring truth about vibrational click

Self-defeating attitudes are the losing
scores in life's game. Seek full joy so heart
vibrates to its Creator's rightful core.

A self lost in limiting denial game
creates every day to be much the same

#27
ASCENSION'S RE-MEMBRANCES
Re-membered souls fulfill their roles
as love's vibrations free ego's stipulations

Lifting consciousness out of ego's depths
takes courage but brings souls to be wholly.
Bit by bit rights are re-membered, hearts
echoing of soulful counterpart.

Greatness is equal to a soul's vibration
a gate leading to eternal life's salvation

OR

SHAME'S IGNORANCE
Guilt sets in motion pain galore
lowering evolving soul's eternal score

Self-degradation defeats life, but with
heart, life wins. Truth rids needless shame
and forgiveness resets vibrational distortion.

Intelligence alone births not kings
it rejects Eternity's rightful golden rings

#28
DETACHMENT'S INTEGRATION
Truth and the soul vibrate as One
as evolution's heartsouled reap the fun

Letting go a need to be in control,
releases attachment to outcomes. This
initiates purposed heartsoul integrations
destined to evolutionize earth's vibration.

Humbly stepping into love's trend
integrates hearts and souls seeking to amend

OR

DEATH'S DIMINISHMENT
Any dogma is an escapist's ploy
falsely assumed beliefs eliminating joy

Half-truth's assumed reality diminishes
truth's rightful recovery. Ego limits life's
possibilities and the brightness
of heart's starfire.

Half-truths breed fear's mist
and deny the heart its soulful kiss

#29
FAITH'S CO-CREATORSHIPS
United commonality's rightful spin
is vibrationally pieced reality freed of sin

Love creates all things, heals life's
wounds, as commonality faith co-creates
earth's Heaven. Unified servants of Light
anchor righted truth, birthing the new world.

The forces of good shall bring
the integrated voices of truth to sing

OR

MATERIALISM'S GREED
Gathering more than one may need
dismembers those of the Oneness creed

Safety in an outer world's stuff is a
false god's security, for egoed intent
built it to fail. Foundations built of heart
have souls vibationally evolving.

Outer experiences fill with inner cold
when feared are the truths about to unfold

#30
HEARTSOUL'S WISDOM
It is for seeker to spiritually discover
their soul's on earth disguised by heart's cover

Vibrational integration of souls to hearts,
sets in motion energetic spiral expansion.
This alignment manifest perfected outcomes
for hearted desires serving the All.

The aligned know that heart
is a Divine soul's universal cart

OR

ORGANIZED RELIGION'S DOCTRINES
When abiding by any tool too long
created is ego's empty and joyless throng

Fear poisons minds to believe half-truth's
false assumptions. Illusioned reality delays
the soul's fulfillment of an earthly mission.

Old beliefs control heart's reply
denying every lost soul the right to fly

#31
EVOLUTION'S VIBRATIONS
Spiraling up Eternity's stairs
births rightfully integrated affairsi]

Love, Light and truth all vibrate, as do hearts
and souls. Life is a Creator's vibrational gift
with the eternal reward, when surrendered
is one's will to love's request.

Love opens human hearts wide
unfolding fully peace evolutionary tide

OR

FALSE GODSELF'S DENIAL
Fear's shadow dims love's shine
denying hearts or souls seeking to align

Half-truths are egoed falsehoods bliding
life's view of earthbound illusion. Discern
with heart the truth, to be vibrationally free.

Let not the ego be life's might
birth heart's ignition of its star's Light

#32
LIGHT'S DIVINITY
Full acceptance of co-Creation's ability
bands heartsoul vibrations through Eternity

Heartsoulfulness is Divine action fulfilling
deeds of re-membered starfires. Hears of
Creation share this Light free of condition,
with universality's absolute All.

Ascending Eternity's stairs of vibration
is the Divine and soulful purpose of Creation

OR

SEPARATION'S MISALIGNMENTS
Unsung hearts know the ups and downs
their burdends are ego's tarnished crowns

Misaligned deeds bring hearts to hurt,
harden and decay. Separated, the soul's
vibrational level of being begins to fall.

Fear's vibration births the dark
dowsing the heart's soulful inner spark

#33
LOVE'S ETERNITY
Where hearts have freedom to create
love swings open universality's final gate

Real power is borne by heart, igniting
inner reality's starfire, a soul's vibational
portal. Heart's song is soul's upward spiral
into Eternity's vibrational integrity.

All answers sought dwell within
uncovered in rights' evolutionary spin

OR

SIN'S DAMNATION
Beliefs limited in any egoed way
bring souls toward a vibrational sway

Indoctrination defies truth. Hell is lowest
vibration, starfireless void. Sins the unsung
hearts. Lost souls spiral up again as loving
truth reignites the hearted stars.

Sad hearts create the separation
soul purpose lost to doctrine's damnation

The 33 DIVINE RIGHTS and their host, a self-published booklet entitled, STARFIRE: IGNITING the HEART's FLAME by CHOICE, was my final self-published WORDS on PAPER endeavor. The RIGHTS are shared here with the intent to help another woman's life as they did mine!

STARFIRE'S GLOSSARY: To assist better understanding of the Righted truths
within the 33 Divine Rights by Choice

This portion is still being edited, please excuse
any errors, thank you.

Absolute Destiny as allowed by the acts of love's deeds, or as love takes action and where life is real-ized by heartsoul integration's Starfire ignition.
Actualize Fully involved in life, as guided by heart's wisdom. Life participant vibrationally aligns their heart with its soul. Once this integration exists, eternal wisdom is accessible.
Alignment Physical reality vibrationally harmonizing with the spiritual reality, unfolding the soulful evolutions vibrationally upward.
Assignment An eternal soul's vibrational point-garnering life cycle's purpose. Soul assignments are agreed upon prior to a soul's descent into a dense reality. Classroom earth is by far the most sought of the dense realities due to high vibrational points available. Earth life assignments are the most challenging however as it is infamously known universally as the realm of duality where free will and choice advantages are often overwhelmed by improper use of a human will power and the selection of lower vibrational choices.
Beingness Divine state of love's expression, as Righted by heartsoul integration, which in turn is Righted by higher choices that give birth or ignition to the Starfires. To be Righted is to be eternal, to exist vibrationally through eternity.
Blueprint Creator's plan of Divine love folding back onto itself, again and again. With each enfoldment it expands outward in all directions into all unverses, through eternity.
Busyness Active human denial rejecting the redemptive value of Righted truth. Where continued ignorance exists, heart's flame diminishes and eventually is extinquished. The human life force is of no purpose, the soul wanders about lacking it's counterpart or vibrationally intended coCreator.
coCreatorship The Creator's intent to Right Universality, utilizing vibrational means or the deeds of love carried out by aligned participants. Aligned heartsouls bring about integrations of physical and spiritual elements or vibrational essences, with form and without. Without a coCreatorship reality, the human heart flames slowly go out and Starfire ignition opportunities denied. The soul's mission to earth is incomplete, and the full degree of vibrational points go ungarnered. Of course souls have as many chances to obtain full vibrational point counts as going Home to the Garden requires, vibrationally speaking. Humans live by lifetimes, souls live by eternity, the importance of humans to avail themselves of righted choices which brings humanity closer to commonality's Oneness on earth.
Commonality Tide of heartsouled vibrational truth or Righted choices, sweeping into and through all human feelings, thoughts, words, choices, actions and deeds. Earth was given over to the human realm to serve as a 'classroom' where souls descend not to learn but vibrationally ascend eventually via the vibrational points gained while serving in human form. Classroom earth serves not only eternal souls but other vibrational realities or realms beyond earth and its universe. You could say, 'all eyes are on earth' or vibrational essences in all reaches of all universes are earth's and humanity's observers. Earth is an experiment, a real big one, and each of us humans get to be a part of that 'one'drous opportunity to assist the ever expanding vibrations of love, truth and Light. It's really quite humbling when one puts it all together, but many human minds are closed, many human hearts are hard and many souls wander still.
Counterpart What love is to peace - heart is to soul, what heartsoul is to wisdom - vibrational integrity is to eternal life.
Creation Forces of Divine goodness, borne by a Creator's loving desire to have It's vibrational sparks descending and evolving back Home. A win/win endeavor expanding Divine Oneness realm
Creation's Plan Divine intention of anchoring love's vibrational power in Univerality's vibrational planes of existence. On earth it is about heart to soul~soul to heart win/win endeavor.
Creator One of the highest vibrations in existence. Divine Love, is the source of vibrational existence that is eternal, neverending, that many religious believers and their religions, label as God.
Death An illusion any of many indoctrinational diatribes put into place to veil vibrationally Righted truth.
Denial Any choice dominated especially by fear or any of ego's ways of birthing inner revolutions of hostile lovelessness. As denials continue to build in number, vibrational levels lessen, pushing Starfire potentiality or the 'trip Home' to the background of choiced experience.
Discernment Listening within for heart's wise guidances. The integrated heartsouled beings on earth, trust a heart's link to it's soul's Divine wisdom Thus Light workers, bearers, guideposts and Righted visionaries are real-ized. It is by their vibrationally integrated energetics that the vibrational levels of their home worlds are assisted to evolve also.
Dis-ease Misalignment of a vibrational integrity, bringing about humanity's illnesses, fears, hard hearts, or the 'lost soul' syndrome. Humanity's negative emotions that build in number and intensity, may become trapped within the human form bringing about a blockage in energy flows. This condition continues to worsen until either Righted choices are allowed for or a lifecycle is completed.
Detachment Heart desires honoring Rightful moments by the Righted choices, as soul Rightfully integrates. This allows the human aspect to release denial and dysfunction easily, rising above such lower vibrational realities.
Divine triangulation The vibrational process of integrating earth's physicality with Eternity's spiritual commonality and humanity's Starfies. As this event unfolds it picks up momentum as the number of Starfire ignitions increase, which in turn enables earth's density to steadily and consistently evolve vibrationally into a universal position point or higher plane. As those two forces of good work in unison, their entwined reality begins its vibrational resonant transformation that eventually joins in with or meshes vibrationally with Eternity's universal commonality.
Divinity Creator's Light destined to shine as the Starfire in every heart or similar aspect, as heartsouls integrate to be real-ized, utilized and eternal-ized.
Duality Reality created by centuries of indoctrination, put upon the minds and hearts and souls of the beings inhabiting the classroom planet, known as earth. Earth's moniker is 'kingdom of free will and choice', thus allowing Righted choices brings a lifetime to be best put to use on earth.
Dysfunction Self's hearted choices being limited or rejected as personality or ego dominates the choices, the feelings, the thoughts, the deeds and the actions taken. As the level of joy diminishes vibrational level falls and the inner flame potential is all but lost as dysfunctional cycles are allowed to continue. It takes courage, trust and an abiding dedication to honoring heart's whispers of wisdom, to overcome deep levels of dysfuntioning vibration.
Ecstasy Moments integrated ones re-member as/with Godself, enabling them to assume Rightful position within Creation's Universality. Any moment in which vibrational quivers are felt in a human form brought about by a real-ized expansion of vibrational integrity.
Earthlife Vibrational plane an eternal soul or spark of Creation, descends to. Souls seek vibrational integrity points, as they strive to evolve vibrationally upward toward and eventually back to its Creator's Oneness Garden. Earth is known to be a source of vibrational points in great number but the challenges of garnering such points are greatest on earth.
Earth mission Soulful choice by which to descend to a purposeful means in a lower vibrational reality. Knowing to do so means it will have to re-member, thus attempt to integrate with its co-Creator or counterpart, heart. Success of which is measured by the level of vibrational integrity real-ized. Part of a soul's earth mission is to fulfill agreed upon life lessons as the chosen human form becomes heartfully involved in the life cycle. As such lessons are garnered by vast numbers of souls upon earth, the vibrational integrity of earth rises as well, however earth's absorbed massive amounts of negativity, hence the current purging events.
Ego Creative force behin earth's truthless illusion that fools many, loses others and dims hope, lessening vibrational integrities and diminishing joy, love and peace on earth. Where ego is allowed involvement, heart's whispers go unheard, hearted desires unreal-ized, heart's wisdom of little purpose... all of which brings the vibrational integrity level to a dangerously low level. By the use of Righted choices, the outcome can at anytime be uplifted and heartsoul integration potential is an available option.
Empowerment Real-ized as a heart and its eternal aspect or soul integrate vibrationally. How this power is utilized is based on how much love is shared in service to others, how much joy is spread and how much inner peace is allowed to fill the inner world of being in human form.
Energetics Vibrational life's dynamics designed to assist in the evolution of heartsoul Starfires back to Divine Oneness, the Garden, Home or Central Sun.
Eternity Infinite Light reality or the Creator's vibratory portal for It's dispensation. Eternity expands infinitely with love, folding and refolding unto Itself.
Evolution Unlimited vibrationally energized spiral moving all integrated and Starfired life forms into the higher vibrational planes of Universality's reality.
Evolutionary Those empowered beings in all reaches of all universes destined to evolve back to Oneness. However within certain realities, especially classroom earth, this becomes a vibrationally challenging task. Thus the reason for a higher number of vibrational points being garnered upon life lessons learnt. There is literally a waiting list of souls wishing to descend to earth to gain greater numbers of vibrational points than are available in other reality endeavors. An earthly evolutionary wisely listens to, honors deepest hearted desire for thein lies the doorway to soul's eternal wisdom.
Expansion Rightful use of will's power that initiates vibrational upward movements. Hearts that expand open and then widen by use of Righted choices, allow soulful wisdom to express as the Righted truth they choose to live by on earth.
False god Heartless Universal lawlessness enabling, expanding and strengthening fear-driven negative influences over ego's weakened beings.
Forces of Good Divine Creator's vibrational input assuring a new world's evolutionary success within Universal Law. Earth is in the throes of becoming a vibrationally new world where those heartfully Starfired beings shall lead by example.
Foundation Love's bottom-line on earth, that of Righted truth brought to Light by heartsouled vibrational integrities. Where Starfire ignitions unfold the Right and real foundation, Divine love on earth strengthens and evolves human unity.
Fulfillment Heartsouled vibrational integrities eterna-lized, benefiting all life forms on earth and beyond. Successful soul missions garnering necessary vibrational points for the journey back Home to the Oneness point of Creaton.
Garden of Creation Love's perfect eternal source of all life all souls seek to return to... within their absolute Divine Right to do so upon the obtainment of necessary vibrational points and successful Starfire ignition.
Gates Vibrational portals allowing soulfully vibrational evolutions back to Oneness Home. Evolving back home requires not only raising vibrational integrity but certain keys the human aspect garners during an earth life. Keys are soul pieces that reunite to create the Godself or spark that possesses the capability of igniting readied heartsouls.
Godhood The love of a Divine Creator coming Home to the Garden of Creation's Central Sun. The one best known ultimate and exemplary example of a Godhood is Jesus. Although over centuries of storytelling, egoed manipulations and improper use of the free will and choice aspect of earthly reality, the truth about Jesus as been partially lost in time. Now as higher vibrations are enveloping classroom earth, the old, the negative and the egoed portions of His history will come to the Light of Divine love to be exonerated and cleansed of ill-will's intentions. Jesus, while in human form, was destined to be the Starfire ignition that earth's humanity would wisely and Rightfully choose to follow the example of. However through the course of earth's very dense reality at the time of Jesus, fears eminating from organized religion's doctrination, assumed a false god stance. By the human powers that were in place at the time, it was deemed necessary to eliminate the one source known to be their greatness enemy. This enemy was growing in popularity amongst the peoples of that time, thus ego's deviousness took action, bringing about the crucifixion of our Starfired Jesus. Because writings from those dense earthly times are now archaic, often not whole contents, the life participants on earth would be wise to see it all as simply a book of history and allow their hearts and souls to integrate so Starfire ignitions can take place. This necessary aspect of relinquishing such half-truths that have been in place for centuries on earth, is humanity's largest most formidable challenge or vibational obstacle. As organized religion's indoctrinational processes cross through generations of humanity, their power of control and manipulation of human vibrational realities cannot be denied. Slowly humanity awakens from this long deep slumber where Righted truth is pushed aside as the devil's work. Slowly every slowly this tide of egoed reign is paling to the brilliant Light of Divinity shining from the hearts, heartsouled and vibrationally positioned Starfired guideposts, or points-of-Light already established on earth's plane. This evolutionary tide of Divine love's vibration is sweeping now more quickly or is quickening in more and more human forms on earth. Soon the Righted balance will be real-ized and the half-truths' syndrome of denial, dysfunction and deceit shall come to a point of departure from earth's vibrational plane of existence. The endeavors of the Starfired ones, the heartsouled ones, the heartcentered ones and those nearing such points of vibrational and evolutional integrities, will be fully set into Divine Right action!
Godself The vibrational Rightfulness real-ized by Righted choice, readied and enabled to assist in earth's vibrational shifts to come. Godselves are deemed instruments for Divine action toward earth's successful evolution into higher vibrational planes. Godself is the level of awared obtainment of vibrational integrity that a Starfire ignition requires.
Golden Ring Vibrational band of Eternity that expands as real-ized heartsouled Starfires mesh with it. Starfires seek vibrational alignment to the band as they vibrationally evolve and spiral upward, enfolding back into Divine Oneness's eternal Light.
Greatness A soul's vibrational map of portals Home, which vary with each phase of its vibrationally integrated evolution, bound for the Garden. Also a means by which a hearsouled human being is recognized from on High as an active heartsouled participant on earth.
Guidepost Universality's vibrationally resonant point from which eminates vibrational beacons or sensory outpourings destined to guide Home evolving souls. These vibrationally distinquished and arising elements or Righted essences have earnt this journey back to the Garden's highest vibrational position by use of Righted choices. Their soulful endeavors on earth, in human form, evolved vibrationally through the various phases put into place by Eternity's Universality of the All. As the Starfire evolves upward with the Divine assistance of guideposts, they continue their evolution upward to eventually become a Godhood, such as by the ultimate example Jesus established.
Half-truths One of ego's indoctrinational means denying the evolution of consciousness. Similar to a false assumption, for neither are of absolute Righted truth or pure intention's vibrations. Much of the old and still utilized doctrine has been manipulated over the centuries, to serve those in power hungry positions. Attempts to control masses serves only to deny what is destined to unfold. Controlling maneauvers deplete hearted desires and close minds, which is a lower use of free will and choice. Use of one's power in such manner, positions the involved souls quite low on the vibrational stairs.
Heart Human aspect destined to eventually integrate with it's counterpart soul, allowing eternal wisdom to be utilized for the good of the All.
Heart flame Inner core reawakened or ignited by Righted truth's vibrational integrity, empowering the voice of it's soul to share eternal wisdom.
Heart's guidance system Human beings have a 'one'drous opportunity available to them. Many beings have yet to allow their lives to be guided by an inner device, choosing instead the outer world's systems of 'getting there'. The issue is, where is it one really, down deep within, desires to get to? For human beings that is often about falling in love, having a family, a home, grandchildren, great grandchildren. Or for some about a career, travel, seeing the world, meeting all earth's peoples. For others is about eternal life, about service to the greater cause that is Divine love and Universality and life beyond mere human form. The wisest among humanity are those that have allowed their hearts and minds to open to the All that is... that infinite vastness uncharted or yet seen by human eyes. Their inquisitive nature is spawned by an imagination that is allowed to play with and believe in what can't be seen. Most children are very adept at this imaginary way of being and playing and exploring. As they grow up however, societal pressures, parental expectations and lower choices lead them away from the use of their imaginative powers. At any given time said adults can choose, Rightfully so, to allow their inner guidance system to take over the responsibility of making choices pertaining to all aspects of their human voyage through time and a life cycle on earth. Hearts are designed to vibrate with eternal wisdom. They are an optional piece of equipment given to earth's humanity that can compel, inspire and acheive beyond most human understanding. Where a heart is hardened by continued denial of the higher vibrational truths, the guidance system becomes plogged or polluted or eventually attacks its human host. Along with a closed mind, a hard heart sets a downward spiral of vibrations into motion. This fall from grace or slide in vibrational integrity is very real but may be reversed at any moment along the journey, the path, the voyage of a human on earth. The inner guidance system is also designed to entwine with, to integrate vibrationally with it's eternal counterpart, soul. This is the heart's ultimate reason for being, its truest purpose, beyond moving blood throughout the human form. Sad, sickened, hardening hearts can lead to many dis-eases within the human body. It is a wise Righted choice to have the heart be happy, to sing it's vibrational song, to add its integrated vibrational value and worth added to the greater whole of Oneness one earth. Let hearts be happy, let loves vibrations expand out and around earth. Listen within to your absolute greatest source of Righted truth input. Allow quiet time daily and listen with the intent of feeling deep within for what is Right and true for you.
Heart's song A soul's voice finally empowered by Rightful choices to speak of and share soulful wisdom.
Heartsoul Integrated vibrational reality of the limited physical aspect(heart) to its counterpart soul's unlimited spiritual aspect. Such integration happens as the heart's and the soul's vibrations absolutely align. At that moment... a glorious Starfire ignition is real-ized.
Heaven on earth Creator's desire brought about by the sparks of Itself rebirthed as vibrationally integrated and Righted Starfires.
Hell Vibrational void or the lower vibrational realms, created by heartless and loveless choices and actions. This reality rejects the Creator's plan or blueprint, for that of ego's reign.
Home Magnificently the same as the Garden of Creation, Divine Oneness or the Central Sun. That vibrational position in eternal vastness that every spark of Creation seeks to return to as vibrational integrity levels allow for
I AM God This affirmational Righted truth becomes an intrinsic aspect in any truth seeker's reality as they open their human hearts to seek and know more about life, living and the life beyond being mere human. To state, "I am God" to a believer or follower of organized religion is like running the physical body into a brick building. The damage done to that body is no greater than what may occur to a seeker's deepest desires stemming from an inner and hearted quest. The seeker often unbeknownst to themselves at times, begins a spiritual or vibrational journey upward. This initial undertaking will have them buying and make using of various tools, which can include books, lectures, workshops, gemstones, sound, bodywork, psychic readings, meditative practices and on and on. At the point where the seeker real-zes the 'I am God' affirmation within, the outer world's tools fall away as they become comfortable with, accustomed to and rely solely upon their heart's wisdom to guide and inspire and evolve them vibrationally. In most simple terms, it is not about the outer reality but more importantly involves and evolves around and from the inner world. Thus the importance of allowing for and vibrating with the 'I am God' affirmative.
Ignition Starfired rebirth in humanity's heart, unfolding Righted truth's vibrational expansion upon earth's plane of reality. As earth's human race raises its commonality's vibrational level, so must earth's level rise, thus tumultuous moments unfold. As human beings purge so shall earth. Pre-ignition phase for humans is about change and becoming precisely adaptive.
Ignorance Lack of Universality's Righted truth and Universal law, consistently the mode of operation for egoed games of deceit and ploys within the outer world's reality.
Illusion The pollution ego easily and gladly creates and disperses upon earth to pollute human consciousness and confuse or slow down the yet to be integrated or flameless truth seeker searches.
Inner reality Heart's world where ultimately Rightfully real-ized truth expands purposeful desires and heartsoul integrations unfold as the human host allows.
Integration Divine re-membrance of an eternal soul to its vibrationally compatible human heart. Accomplishing this phase allows vibrational integrity's evolutionary expansion or movement upward within vibrational spiral stairway Home.
Integrity Soul's vibrational point total determing it's vibrational position upon Eternity's ladder or that eternally spiraling stairway Home.
Keys While positioned on earth a heartsouled reality gains a faster ticket home, or smoother journey or pathway, by tuning into their human realities. Within duality's human experience there are vibrational 'bonuses' or keys that can be garnered by absolute listening and becoming aware of what is Righted truth vs half truth's inaccuracies. Keys can be seen as instrumental tools in vibrationa synchronicities that quicken return trips Home. Because earth is of duality, living there is more challenging thus such bonuses are offered to keep the seeker's interest and desire honed to vibrational integrity's evolutionary process.
Lessons Earth life's way of granting heartsouls vibrational points. Souls await an opening to descend into this experience on earth, the kingdom of free will and choice. This kingdom's available points are greater in number but more difficult to obtain due to freedom of choice.
Lifeforce Creation's spark of Itself, embodied in many forms within many realities. Creation's loving desire is to unify lifeforces back to greatness as Starfires, within human hearts or their unearthly equivalents.
Love The vibration of an eternal Creator's manifestive power utilized for the good of the All. The full power of Divine love has yet to be understood or fully utilized by the beings on planet earth. However in certain other realities, love's vibration not only feeds, it breeds and exceeds Divine purpose.
Negativity Ego's acts of condemnation toward love's vibrational goodness, weakening integrity of a life's force, and eventually eliminating the possibility of the ignition of a Starfire. Positive thought is a much underestimated tool that humanity will one day real-ize, thus rendering negative infuences harmless. Earth is an experiment to understand how choice, thought and action might work to create oneness where duality exists.
Oneness The unification of physicality with spirituality on earth. Also a Divine reality of eternal life, ie: Garden of Creaton, Home or the Central Sun... all one-in-the-same, from whence all souls were sparked by a loving, benevolent, forgiving and vibrationally perfect Creator.
Organized religion Antiquated doctrined control of mass consciousness, many followers of which, are often dis-eased, void of Righted truth and polluted by half truths, at no fault of their own. At anytime, any such follower can be redeemed by their freed wills making use of vibrationally aligned Righted choices.
Perception Usually the view from assumption's misaligned reality, however where the integrated heartsouls are involved, perceptions are felt vibrationally, thus accurate.
Point of no return That pivotal moment within a vibrational evolution upward, by a seeker of truth, a heartsouled being, a Starfire, a realized world of existence, when Righted choices are the way of life, the guidance system, the power, the final vibrational thrust that will propel participants consistently and continually through to the vibratory climax that is the Central Sun, Home or the absolute Garden of Creation. There is no going back to a lower vibrational stance but that lower choices have overwhelmed those of Rightfulness. For those souls within such human experience, lost vibrational points and positions on the ladder can be reclaimed and regained at any time Righted choices are again put into Rightful use. The Creator makes each soul an equal participant in the folds of eternal vibratory existence, therefore it matters not how far down into the depths of lower vibration a soul may descend, for Righted choices will redeem their eternal vibratory essence if that be their Righted choice to do so.
Point of resonance Human beings are like a musical instrument. Within each form or body there resides the ability to discern, to feel and to detect when a Righted truth is experienced. It's as though a 'chord' within the body has been struck, as that Righted truth is read or listened to or brought into the body by thought, insight or revelation. The Righted truth fully resonates within every cell of that physical vessel. Feelings of rapture, of ectasy and blissfulness fill the moment. As this magnanimous moment builds upon the next and the next, points of no return are real-ized in human experience for the seekers involved.
Points Vibrational level positioners within eternal reality, or how positions upon the eternal stairway or Eternity's ladder are determined. Points are garnered on earth by the thoughts, feelings, actions, deeds and choices real-ized by an ignited heartsoul's Starfire. As such points are garnered by human participants for their counterpart's benefit, or for soulful purpose, so can they be relinquished or renounced by the use of lower choices by human involved. So soulful point accumulation is dependent upon the use of Righted choices and love beings expanded by purity of intentions and vibrational level of choices put into action.
Portals Universality's vibrationally opportune windows or gateways by which soulful travel is manifested possibility.There exists many stargates in the vastness of countless universes, all vibrationally keyed for use by returning Starfires.
Positivity Love's acts of soulful redemption on earth, as heartsouls integrate, allowing the reclamation of Divine greatness. It is by a positive, thought, feeling, choice, deed or action heartsouled aligned participants on earth empower themselves to manifest more love on earth. The more love on earth, the quicker eath's energetics evolve as well.
Purity Qualifying attribute of endeavor within human involvement, brought about by the degree of utilization of Righted truth and Rightful intentions. By Righted choices love's vibration shall reign on earth as purely as it was intended to do so.
Puzzle of involvement Each of us human beings on our glorious earth home, are a distinct, unique and vibrational entity. We all stand upon our home planet as guests, as those embodied with a heart that is offered an opportunity to unite and unify with it's counterpart, or soul. Souls upon earth at this time... chose to be here in service first to the commonality of Divine love's Oneness. Secondly to its own vibrational integrity, which can be greatly raised vibrationally speaking, upon the ladder of vibrational Eternity's Oneness. As each human being or eternal puzzle piece now upon earth, allows for Righted choices their puzzle piece begins to slowly resonate or vibrate and move upward into the higher planes of reality. Slowly each piece begins its settling in or fitting into it's position within the bigger and eternal Oneness of Divinity. This is sped up or quickened by realizing the wisdom held within the Righted choices. Such choices lend themselves to the ingnition of the Starfire within a human heart, thus evolving into a Heartsoul Integration. It is these integrations of the physicality and spirituality realms that matter most upon earth's plane of existence. As the numbers of integrations continue and more and more eternal souls are unified with their human aspects now serving the cause of eternal love and inner peace... world peace on earth shall be realized. It will not happen quickly, it will take many hard hard lessons for humanity to 'get it' but indeed humanity is destined to create a Heaven on Earth reality. Allowing your heart to guide your choices, living of, by, with and from that Divine source of wisdom, once the heartsoul integration has been fulfilled, is the Absolute quickening and one's Divine Purpose and reason for being unfolds.
Quickening Vibrationally guided journey evolving Eternity's Starfires back Home to Central Sun's Light of Divine love's Oneness. Also any moment a vibrational integrity shift happens from one plane's vibration to a higher vibrational level[. As several leaps of vibrational shifts occur simultaneously, soulful quivers can be felt deep within a human form./i]
Reality Circumstantial vibration created by the goodness and greatness of love or the dysfunctional acceptance that fear, doubt, mistrust and hate are OK. This is the reality of life on earth, kingdom of free will and choice's duality. Righted choices are vital on earth, where denials and dysfunctional tendencies are the easy ways out of vibrational alignment's pull toward Home.
Reason for being Each soul is a seed of Creation with a Divine purpose(s) to fulfill. Many eager souls choose earth's reality or the universal experimental classroom. Many souls on earth are weakened however, lost or denied fulfillment of their missions by egoed games, ploys and deceit. Earth is being the duality planet, ego has power on earth also. The reason for Righted choices, as they give purpose and right-n-true reason for being, especially within earth's vibrational band where the integrated ones dwell in essence form, soulfully speaking.
Receptor Where a heart is integrated with Universality's eternal counterpart or soul, a human body becomes vibrationally enlivened and 'connected', or 'plugged into' the Universal socket, to put it simply. Vibrationally integrated and ignited and plugged in, the human receptor is readied and enabled to live Rightfully in service to the cause of love and peace being vibrationally established and anchored upon and into earth's core.
Reclamation Evolutionary phase of a Starfire's ignition being anchored in humanity's heart. As human hearts open to love, be loved and align with Righted truth, heartsoul integrations take place and ignited are those Starfires strategically positioned where most benefit comes from their presence. Or the All is best served by this 'grid' of vibrational reclamations purposely positioned for ultimate vibrational output and outcomes.
Redemption By Righted choice, the soul's vibrational integrity is reclaimed as Divine love enfolds it's inner piece or heart. This vibrational meshing of the physical heart to it's spiritual counterpart soul, brings about a heartsoul integration. As this heartsoul union expands its vibrational levels upward, Starfire ignition's highest level of vibration will be achieved and real-ized. Soulful redemption or the integration of heart and soul is available to ALL souls, there are no exceptions. For some souls in the lower vibrational depths however, it takes major life lessons and more vibrational points to rise up and out of that reality, or as some label it, hell.
Re-member or re-membrance Heart's physical denseness brought into or united with Creator's vibratory reality or Divine love's Rightfulness. Once re-membrance is established, real and evolutionary endeavors on earth begin, timing of such is vital to earth's vibrational evolution upward. It's about vibrational teamwork and Righted choices real-ized with the intent to benefit the All.
Righteousness Ego's demand or command of a Starfireless believer's actions, dis-easing the inner core of the believer involved and polluting the outcome that the believer must live with. When this is allowed over a long period of human/earth time, it serves as the impetus of a soul's momentary fall from grace. However, at any given time that believer desires it to be a vibrationally better way, by use of Righted choices, it shall be so.
Rightfulness Soul's vibrational integrity redeeming love's power or Universality's laws and Righted truth or a vibrational alignment real-ized.
Rights Absolute truth that sets heartsouled vibrations into motion, igniting Starfires and vibrationally evolving negatives into positives. Where a Right truth expands a heart, eternal wisdom has another place to dwell. Where the voices of those wise hearts are heard, honored and followed, Right truth enevitably surfaces and is destined to be shared with the human experience in need of such.
Roles Point garnering blueprint missions, assumed by eternal souls as agreed upon assignment acceptances, prior to entering a lower density reality. The most common destination and role sought by souls are on planet earth's plane of existence. As earth's vibrations rise, as legions of Light's bearers, workers, guideposts and Starfires shift into higher and higher planes of vibration, fewer such earthly roles will be available, however much work remains to be done on earth. Earth's stage is the perfect backdrop for the Creator's sparks or Starfires to shine as the Light of Righted truth, as they are real-ized on earth by Divine triangulation.
Salvation Universally Divine Rights allowing soulful redemption regardless of past indiscretions by earth's human individualities. Creator's Divine love birthed all souls in Its absolute image, thus all are equal, each one a Spark of Creation, not to be judged or condemned for Eternity.
Security As Divine beings in dense reality, truest security is real-ized by allowing for heart's guidance system its place within a human life cyle. Those not so listening and honoring heart wisdom, are lost to egoed reality and denied is a Righted truth outcome. Being secure within has to do with how willing, how open and how often a seeker listens to, honors and utilizes their heart's wise guidance system. A

WOMAN2WOMAN: To thy Self be truest . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . #1 in W2W series

When You're Feelin' Down
Rediscover thy Self
Just Becuz...

'IN'JOY... a long hot soak in the tub with candles, your favorite essential oils, perhaps some soft music in the background. This is not about getting your body clean, but getting so quiet and still your mind, body and spirit become One. Remember to lock the door behind you and stay as long as it takes to reassemble and re-member thy Self.

This investment may unfold deeper respect and celebration for life. Over time it may reveal life beyond being human, so it's a wise choice to 'turn off the noice' and escape and 'tune in'.

Do it Becuz.... when exploring discoveries happen!

PARTAKE... of some berries and chocolate, dark is best for you. Just for this moment, let go the need to know how much sugar(if diabetic checkout Lindt's 85% cocoa bar), how many calories and be sure you take your time and let every chocolate morsel melt slowly on your tongue. Alternate chocolate intake with your favorite berries, can be frozen but fresh deeply excites the senses.

You'll like the contrast of sweet n tart or is it tart n sweet? Think of this as life's contrasts of ups, downs and all 'rounds. Before beginning the fall into decadence, turn off all thought processes and allow your inner child to escape and get playful. There is no better path to thy Self.

Do it Becuz... life isn't always about predictability!

CELEBRATE... grab pencil and paper and jot down all the descriptive words you feel describe you in the NOW moment. Get into your heart, feel for all your inner beauty. Take measure of all that inner wealth you possess, and do not stop until you've captured every word and the true essence of thy Self.

If you believe you haven't the time or that it's not the best use of your energy to do this... then you're telling your Self, life, your guardian Angels, guides and teachers, those countless unseen friends we all have... that you aren't worth the effort.

Do it Becuz... down deep you love surprises!

photo image: common meets unique, one seen as pesty ~ other as berry delight known by few

A couple of my PPTs
for... Love
for... Life

Life Openly Volunteers Everyone = LOVE

Life's
Oneness
Viably
Evolves

Love Is For Everyone = LIFE

Love
Invites
Formative
Emergences

Since I made up the term PPT, I should explain it here in the first post that shares PPTs. PPT is a Personal Power Thrust, and in my reality it is just one way I receive insightful input.

I am certain anyone could create many more PPTs from LOVE and LIFE, but you get the idea.

More importantly, a PPT is a Personal Power Thrust. For me this is any moment that takes my breath away, because it seems so unreal, so awesome, even magical or miraculous, that I am absolutely unable to explain it away.

One of mine that always comes to mind, has to do with the summer afternoon in the late 80s when I was driving home from Eugene Oregon(home of the Oregon Ducks), I was driving back to Lebanon where I was born and lived many years. In driving north along our interstate 5 freeway, I happend to look up to the sky toward the northwest. Lo and behold, there IT was! A huge, huge cloud(nothing unusual about that right?), but this one was in the shape of an old fashioned Christmas tree top angel, with a flowing gown and large draped sleeves covering the arms. But this angel had no normal head, instead there was a huge ring, like a capital letter O and inside was a large capital letter R.

I was so taken by this, I literally had to pull off the freeway, park my car and just sit and watch it. Now why I didn't take a photo of it I will not ever understand, except I was just so blown away, I didn't have my wits about me.

This was a PPT moment and later I came to understand the symbology behind it, but it is a long story meant perhaps for another blog entery as time passes.

photo image: light passing through an object created this 'bow', hmmmmmmmmmmmm

SILLIEST of SILLY SISTERS... .. .

And just when you thought YOU
were that 'loose screw,' along comes
an even looser one...

Within human turmoil and denial ~ life may choose to put some of us on trial
unsung hearts are the true crime ~ counterpart souls denied upward climb
where wisdom's denied it's place ~ a lost soul must hover in a lower place

To preface this sharing, I have one sibling, a brother, 4 years younger than am I

As women gather here and share their lives with the rest of us, however each one may deem it appropriate to do so...

you have to know that my blog, SOULFUL WISDOM, will reflect me in the moment, and what I share in my blog comes from a need to express my feelings, my truth as it is for me, and in NO way is intended to be taken as criticism of anyone here, or as a judgment of any other's way of living life. Since my spiritual reawakening in '87, and following a subsequent event that allowed me to know that I am destined to 'stand up', 'step forward' and 'speak out', I therefore humbly attempt, however it unfolds, to follow through and deliver from my human heart and eternal soul.

I am grateful for the opportunity that allows me to be a small piece of this magnificent whole. If ever I inadvertently offend someone, I would hope they would allow me to know this by emailing me and we can work through it together. Or if anyone might have a question for me or wish to comment, I would further hope you would follow through and do so. I am open to helpful input always and hope to visit many blogs to learn, grow and expand that which I am.

Please excuse my simplistic vocabulary, inept grammar and weak spelling ability. I do my best in any given moment with what I have available to me to work with. Since being human isn't about perfection, I shall relax in the moment at hand and each time I come to blog simply be who and how I am. Because when the truth is known, I rather like my Self this way.

Getting on with this blog entry...
Golly how I miss the sock hops of my teen years, those after game dances where happy sweat, ponytails and duck butts seemed to dominate the scene. All those raging hormones and drive-in movies! They recently tore down that monumental drive-in theater to make room for a 'super' Walmart in my hometown. And I'm considered silly by some folks.... hmmmm!

How I managed to get to this point and still have yet to experience being drunk, is anyone's guess. And while in high school my days were not marred by 'pot' or illegal drugs, don't remember even anyone talking about them. My brother who was four years behind me in school does have such memories however. I got lucky there I guess. I saved some lives though along the way as I was, on several occasions, the designated driver. Happy to be of such service in those days and today it's about sharing my truth, such as it is. Perhaps as I do, I might gently help another human being re-member who they really really are. The thought of folks re-membering who they are, by gathering those lost bits and pieces, or 'soul retreival', excites me to my core.

I can recall during past spiritual quests, healings and revelational moments, how I would sense that one of my pieces would 'click' back into place. And how sometimes I would literally feel the piece click back into place, truly truly amazing indeed. Slowly and humbly I am reclaiming my Divine Self. I have absolutely no idea how long the process will take, or if it will be fully completed in this lifetime cycle. My honest guess is that it will happen that all my pieces are reclaimed this time 'round.

You see, when my soul choose to descend into this dense reality that is earthlife, my soul memory was shattered that I might live within this classroom of earthlife as a being of innocence. The challenge is then, while living upon a world where free will and choice reign, is to remember who/what I really am. From the many 'ahaa' moments I have been blessed to be witness to, I know that my heart and soul are one in the same, afterall the soul has to take form as it chooses to change locales. This is a long story, not to be shared further within this blog entry.

Let's take you back to the time I was forced to live with my parents again, at the age of 45, following a mysterious physical body attack. As horrific as the experience was for me, it was truly a huge huge blessing that forever changed my life and evolved my humanity and perspective on life and living. During that year and a half recuperation and healing time, I got to witness the environment from which I was sprung free from. You know in that whole time back home with Mom and Dad, I didn't see them touch each other once, not once. No hugs, no smiling glances or hinting glimpses eye-to-eye, let alone any hearted connections, were shared between those two people in all that time.

You see my parents came from that generation where 'that little white piece of paper' dictated how they were to live their lives. I have come to understand that any marriage or partnership or even any relationship, is cyclical and some are meant to be long lasting and love filled and some of a shorter duration or a smaller loop. Still others can be abruptly ended by loss or by choice. My parents had been unhappy together for many years. Life literally ate my mother up. She weighed 47 pounds when she died, having lost her stomach eighteen years prior. It was indeed sad to witness, understanding how it probably all came about.

My father remarried just a couple months following her passing. As it turns out, my stepmom was one very beautiful human being and an old soul. And as it further turned out, my brother had earlier married one of her daughters. My father was very blessed to have found this woman. I have often wondered how my mom's life might have been different had she found a love like that. Of course there is no going back and since all things happen for a higher reason, I found my peace with all this. And Mom I know you've been there for your family still here on earth, as certain events in some of our lives magically unfolded.

Thank you Mom and what I do with my life now I do because of you. You were that saving grace in my life. Thanks to you I am standing within and owning my power as I was created to do. You taught me this lesson very well. I love you more now than I ever was enabled to while you where on earth. Thank you with all my heart Mom. I also absolutely know you'll be there to greet me when my soul comes Home! I look forward to that moment with an integrated heart and soul.

See how much you allowed me to be, by loving me unconditionally and accepting me even when I went out there on that 'spiritual limb'. But as you know now, I have looped back and as my human self have re-membered that Divine Self, just as you are now. I am certain you have soufully moved on, as it should be. I welcome your soulful visits or input anytime Mom.

I have realized and have been utilizing the two major life lessons my earthly Mom and my earthly Dad were destined to share with me, just by being who and how they had chosen to be. Further, I now understand that on a soul level, I chose my parents for those two major life lessons they offered me and my soul's vibrational reality. Humbly my soul gained vibrational points for that climb up the eternal stairway. The journey to this realization was not easy, fun or always painless, but I absolutely know it was worth it all.

From Dad I learned one has to have aspirations, belief in Self, and a willingness to follow Divine Inspiration as it moves through you, and not ignore it. That by following one's deepest desires and honoring them or actualizing them, dreams have a much better chance of coming true.

From Mom I learned to stand in my power, be true to my Self, to care about myself enough to do the best and right thing for that Self in any given moment. No one else is going to do that for me. No other person will bring me to be happy if I do not allow happiness to dwell within me through each and every choice I make.

Dear Mom once told me she wanted to leave Dad when my younger brother was just a baby. However, her only sibling, an older sister was then back home with their parents and her three kids, no room for Mom and her two. So she stayed on with Dad, believing she wouldn't make it with the skills she had available to her.

Instead her choice to stay brought about a little girl's sweet childhood romp to be a detoured slide down into shattered joy, the lack lustre of a lost imagination's turmoil and the dysfunctional adult female reality. Funny isn't it how the choices of another affect us, thus the import of making hearted choices that benefit the All.

Mom once also shared how her mother-in-law, grandma, had once told her that grandpa was the meanest man she'd ever known. I remember seeing that woman on her hands and knees while grandpa sat in his elevated chair(following a stroke he had recovered from), while she trimmed his toenails. All the while she was ebbing slowly away from colon cancer. She would also still iron the sheets and pillow cases until she was gone. She didn't wish to spend money in attempts to get well, thinking it foolish. Perhaps it was simply her 'way out' of a painful life.

Grandma taught me how to play 'Let Me Call You Sweetheart' on the piano... which I can still play with the one finger I learned with. She also made the BEST cookies, pies and had the BEST smelling flowers and grew an outlandishly awesome garden. Their garden was always a big one, so Grandpa helped with that chore of course. Being a farmer, you grow things, you eat the things you grow and yet their two hearts shrivelled slowly over time and lost were their dreams. I don't know what they were, but they were assuredly lost along the years.

So this is the environment an innocent child choose to come into. I know my soul choose these parents, and I was destined to learn, if and when I might re-member those pieces of my soul's memory. I also believe that a 'crib death' happens when a soul chooses not to go through with their choice of parents or a particular life cycle.

I do not mean any offense to anyone in sharing this. It is however how I feel life is and how souls come to classroom earth to garner vibrational points quicker, if you will, than is available in other ways. Life here is more challenging thus the reward is vibrationally greater.

Being on earth is challenging at best, as this world was designed as a place to assist in soulful ascent up a vibrational ladder Home. What complicates this scenerio is the duality upon earth... where choice is ultimately the key to soulful redemption.

I will surely share more of my felt beliefs in my blog in the days and nights to come. And in all ways with the intent to lovingly share my truth, such as it is. In sharing we all grow and expand our frameworks of understanding life on earth and beyond.

Thus I've shared some of the family dynamics from which I sprang my Self free. I owed my Self nothing less than the freedom from which my heart could sing, allowing my soul to vibrationally soar to higher realms of knowingness and beingness. Since my heart and soul are one, if heart sings, soul wisdom is available for exploration. Life is that simple, that basic, but look how far humanity has gotten off track and into the petty details, where ego attempts to be dominant.

It's really about simply living fully by listening to the voice of one's heart...
while endeavoring to integrate one's physicality with one's spirituality...
which inevitably leads to a heartsoul integration...
which inevitably leads to the vibrational...
Way Home!

photo image: an innocent's handprint in life vibrationally supported by friends