I am new to this community as well. I am grateful for your post. My concern is : Up against all negative outside feedback, when I follow my intuition, their embarrassment turns me toward guilt and I'm having a hard time feeling self satisfaction. The gratitude I feel gets released immediately, but my heart wants to scream "I told you so!" My intuition is completely immersed into my self-esteem. I cannot just be a sounding board for the "pity-party." "The world doesn't revolve around you, Sheila," was taken to heart for I was unaware that my first instinct was to keep these people at acquaintance status. That means no personal information should be released, and I donot wish them to complain to me about their past boo-hoos which were their challenges. I feel that solitude is my only option, outside work, which is also a challenge since I'm named in all hurt feelings, as I donot respond to their wining. I no longer engauge in emotional situations that leave me wanting. I glean their emotional desires, and then either take action, (if it's
positive) or dismiss it (if it's negative). I am a Body
Intuitive and in session is no problem, but outside
I have to disconnect from all emotions for Love and the pull of other people's emotions seems unbearable. Does this scenario reflect something
we can address? I question my own worth, when others want me to react for them, which caused more abuse and violence toward me that I couldn't emotionally address. This brings up: "keep your mouth shut Sheila." So thanks for your time.
Blessed Be, Sheila


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The opposite of creation is pity. And knowing the difference is Soul-Full!